Ive lost myself to anxiety
我對焦慮失去感觸
Cause I cant find my way out of this hole
因為我以不知該如何走出如此絕境
I cant believe what youve done to me
我不敢置信你對我做出這樣的事
You dont wanna see the dark inside my soul
你不會想看見我靈魂深處的黑暗
Im always dying so quietly
我總是想安靜的死去
I know that its too much for you to handle
我知道這對你來說很難應付
My blade takes away my anxiety
我的刀片帶走我的焦慮
I know u think that this is sad, but its just a sample
我知道你覺得這是可憐可悲的但這只是冰山一角而已
U really ****** me up, I really wish u knew how much
你真的讓我頭腦混亂我真的希望你能知道我何至如此
Youre the reason why my blade has always been my crutch
你是我總是用刀片支撐著自己的理由
Youre the reason why I hate myself a bit too much
你是我為什麼會如此憎惡自己的原因
Youre the reason why I cant even *** **** trust
你是我為什麼失去信任的理由
I know you see me slowly falling apart
我知道你看著我緩緩的支離破碎
There are so many *** **** wounds in my heart
有太多的傷痕充斥於這顆心臟
I dont ever stop bleeding I need stitches
血流不止的需要把它縫合起來
But the only way to heal me is if you could fix it
但能治愈我的僅你而已
Save my love cause I know youre gonna miss it
救救我的愛吧我知道你會想念它的
Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
向我的恭敬和我所有的親吻說再見
Im so unstable always on the verge of crying
我是如此的情緒不穩以至總處於哭泣邊緣
I cant deal with my emotions so Im hiding
我無法處理我的情緒所以我避而不管
Save my love cause I know youre gonna miss it
請救救我的愛吧我知道你會想念它的
Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
向我的敬重和我所有的親吻做告別
Im so unstable always on the verge of crying
我是如此的情緒不穩以至總處於哭泣邊緣
I cant deal with my emotions so Im hiding
我無法處理我的情緒所以我藏起它們
Damn I loved you so much and I admired you
該死的我是如此愛你如此的想要你
Until I realized what youve put me through
直到我意識到你讓我經歷了些什麼
I cant believe those stupid words you used to say
我不能相信你說出了那些蠢話
Nowadays I think about em everyday
讓我現今每天都在那麼想
Im a wreck cant go a day without crying
我是離不開哭泣的殘破廢墟
Ill always be this broken so I started lying
我永遠都會是這樣的殘破不堪所以我開始撒謊
Ill never recover even though Im *** **** trying
我永遠都不會恢復即使我那樣嘗試過
No matter what I do Ill just end up dying
不管人生在世我做了些什麼最後都將迎來死亡
I dont understand how you can ******* live with yourself
我不能明白為什麼你能獨自生活得好好的
I aint done **** like you and I cant even live with myself
我完全不能像你那樣過活
I know you lay awake with anxiety every night
我知道你每夜都難寐的陷入焦慮當中
I hope youre thinking about that youve ruined both of our lives
我希望你在想你毀了我們的生活
Im filled with emotions that Ive bottled up
我充滿了灰暗壓抑的情緒
I write songs about the things I cannot speak of
我寫了一首關於我不能說出口的事的歌
Theres no point in tryna help me Im about to give up
嘗試著去幫助我是沒有意義的我決定放棄了
You should blame yourself cause I never felt loved
你應該怪罪你自己因為我從未感受過你愛我
Save my love cause I know youre gonna miss it
救救我的愛吧我知道你會想念它的
Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
和我的敬重和我所有的親吻說再見吧
Im so unstable always on the verge of crying
我是如此的情緒不穩每每處於哭泣邊緣
I cant deal with my emotions so Im hiding
我無法處理我的情緒所以我掩藏起它們
Save my love cause I know youre gonna miss it
救救我的愛吧我知道你會想念它的
Say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
和我的敬重和我所有的親吻說再見吧
Im so unstable always on the verge of crying
我是如此的情緒不穩時常處於哭泣邊緣
I cant deal with my emotions so Im hiding
我無法處理我的情緒所以我掩藏起它們
Save My Love