There's a reason why I never drank a double shot martini, slightly dirty
我從不喝超過一杯加橄欖汁的馬提尼是有原因的
I stop breathing when I'm getting close to diagnosing what I already know
屏住呼吸一步步接近那個早有準備的結果
I could never ask for help
我從不善於求助
Thought I should just hate myself
想想唯有自己可以責備
I got a feeling if I leave in the morning
如果明天我將離開這個世界
All of my demons are coming for me
迎接我的也只可能是惡魔
I try so hard to think I'm not my father
我告訴自己我不是我父親
I forget about what makes me who I am
記不得為何淪落至此
I try so hard to think I'm not a goner
不斷告訴自己不是那個將死之人
Mm, but I'm still here where it began
對我還處在一切的起點
What we had was a lie
曾擁有的不過泡沫
But I wouldn't take it back
仍然珍視不捨放棄
What we could have had if you tried
披星戴月收穫幾何
But we couldn't make it last
即使珍惜稍縱即逝
I've been keeping on with the music
音樂是我的摯友
So if he's out there
如果他現在站在門外
Maybe he might hear it
他應該能聽到我的呼喚
I've been seeing every single movie
我看了所有喬治克魯尼的電影
From the one with George Clooney
還記得他
'What are you doing?' he said back in 2010
在那部2010年的電影裡說著你在幹什麼
Back of the theater his face was red
還記得影院屏幕下他的臉顯得通紅
But I don't ever wanna' change a thing
我希望一切未變
That made me stand on my own two feet
那些讓我自力更生的東西
I try so hard to think 'm not my father
我一直提醒我不是自己的父親
I forget about what makes me who I am
記不起為何淪落至此
I try so hard to think I'm not a goner
不斷提醒自己不是那個將死之人
Oh, but I'm still here where it began
對我還處在一切的起點
What we had was a lie
曾擁有的不過假象
But I wouldn't take it back
仍然珍視不捨放棄
What we could have had if you tried
披星戴月收穫幾何
But we couldn't make it last
即使珍惜稍縱即逝
It's okay to cry, it's okay to laugh
沒關係哭吧笑吧
It's okay to be happy when 'm told 'm supposed to be sad
即使別人告訴我我有權絕望我為何不能強裝振作
I don't miss the fights, when it got bad
儘管是個無望的戰鬥我也要堅持打完
No I don't miss a single thing about my old man
我不想再錯過父親的生活時刻
But what we had (What we had)
曾擁有的不過泡沫
And I wouldn't take it back
仍然珍視不捨放棄
What we could have had if you tried
披星戴月收穫幾何
But we couldn't make it last
即使珍惜稍縱即逝
錄音: Dylan Dunlap/Kirk Adolph
混音師: Ben Zelico
音頻後期製作: Chris Gehringer
What We Had