My Body Left My Soul (feat. Pusha T)

I bought an antidote
My body left my soul
I thought I overdosed
I've never come so close
So I go tearing it up
And I go digging it in
Without you
I'm nothing
I saw a heavenly ghost
I think that Andrew would know
Now I'm scared
To go downstairs
Now I'm tripping it out
Oh, now I'm falling apart
I peeled off my skin
My skin
Where my sins
Are sequined
It's the end
It's the end
Whoa, so around we go
Said she never been high before
Baby, now you know
Yeah, I live like I died before
Can't see the sun rise no more
So around we go
Bad dreams when my eyes won't close
I don't know if I can get back home
If I lose it just don't let me know
You can leave it, just don't let me go
I bought an antidote
My body left my soul
I thought I overdosed
I've never come so close
I just wanna feel numb
Life is a mission like a pill run
Whether it's supplying or demand
Thanks for giving like a pilgrim
Depression in my adolescence
My teacher said I'm mad aggressive
My pastor told me count my blessings
While he was counting granny pockets
She hid the bigger bills from my uncle by the wall socket
False prophets, bottom line, it's all profit
When the pain is internal baby, you can't stop it
Get high to suppress it, it's easier to hide than address it, Push
I could love her but she's dangerous
Keep on telling me about life changes
I've been up for days, I've been anxious
I would save her but I'm just shameless
I'm just shameless
I bought an antidote
My body left my soul
I thought I overdosed
I've never come so close