with the right set of eyes

Youve been on your own since you learned how to adjust to
You felt like you had to baby sit
your owners just to feel like all the others
All you wanted was...
Something that was normal and stable
Youve always been so aware and so able
But you still seem so far away
Its difficult to enjoy all the holidays
Its nothing more than the same as the other days
But you cant feel any other way

You have to tell yourself why
Gotta keep your spirit alive
Gotta keep yourself movin forward
You never gave into anything around you
With something you could never afford
All you wanted was
Something that was normal and stable
Youve always been so aware and so able
But you still seem so far away
Its difficult to enjoy all the holidays
Its nothing more than the same as the other days
But you cant feel any other way
When you wish for this
Youll ditch everything else
It just floats away and crawls out your skull
All you wanna do is crawl inside your hole
Disappear forever
Something thats normal and stable
Youve always been so aware and so able
But you still seem so far away
Its difficult to enjoy all the holidays
Its nothing more than the same as the other days
But you cant feel any other way
Forever
Forever
Forever
Forever