an appendix

I woke with a start, her hand on my head
突然從夢中驚醒，她的手放在我頭上
I didn't know I could have been dead
我不知道我差點死了
and under the knife I decided that I
在手術刀下
would make an observation on the volatility of the mind
我想要探究一下心靈的波動
Cause Henderson's gone, he took up a place in the brochure
因為Henderson已經離開了，他代替了brochure
he'd shown me at the park with the map that he marked
他曾在公園給我看他標記的地圖
The conversation led to me to believe that I was back at the start
那段談話讓我彷佛覺得回到了一開始
And after I knew, I told her
在那之後，我告訴她
that I could have been dead if she didn't decide
如果不是她決定告訴他們
to call them and say that the appendix just may
我的闌尾炎可能會讓我撐不過這個早上
not make it to the morning and the pain it bent me over in two
痛苦將我分裂成兩個，我可能會死
I crawled to the door and they carried me out to the surgical floor
我爬到門那兒，然後他們可以把我抬到手術室
then the feeling was gone with the medicine on
吃了藥之後痛苦不再
The operation went until the morning and I woke up at nine
手術一直持續到了早上，我在清晨九點醒來
And after I knew, I told her
在那之後，我告訴她
that I could have been dead if she didn't decide
如果不是她決定告訴他們
to call them and say that the appendix just may
我的闌尾炎可能會讓我撐不過這個早上
not make it to the morning and the pain it bent me over in two
痛苦將我分裂成兩個，我可能會死
I crawled to the door and they carried me out to the surgical floor
我爬到門那兒，然後他們可以把我抬到手術室
then the feeling was gone with the medicine on
吃了藥之後痛苦不再
The operation went until the morning and I woke up at nine
手術一直持續到了早上，我在清晨九點醒來