haze

I used to be
我曾經
Overwhelmed by every little thing
被生活中無數小事所擊倒
Torn apart unraveled at the seams
所撕裂所瓦解
I think it rooted in the way i breathe
這大概植根於我的生命中吧
And i get drunk
我喝醉了
On a boy who asks me if i'm up
他問我是否喝醉了
Tells me he can't understand his luck
他說他無法相信他的運氣
To know me to love me to hold me
可以認識我愛我抱緊我
Show up
出現
I'll be your empathetic savior
我將成為你善解人意的拯救者
Call me up i'll meet you later
打給我我待會就來和你見面
You can praise me for the way
你可以稱讚我
I always know just what to say
因為我一直知道該說什麼
I'll carve into your ribs and leave you crying for a kiss
我將會把我雕刻進你的肋骨然後離開哭著懇求一個吻的你
Just for kicks
只為了樂趣
Cause nothing satiates me
沒有東西可以滿足我
And i don't think that i hate me
我也不覺得我恨我自己
But bad or good seems nothing could
但無論好事還是壞事看起來似乎
Take away this tasteless haze and
都無法消弭這片乏味的陰霾
Nothing overtakes me
沒有什麼可以壓倒我
And i think i'm going crazy
我覺得我快要瘋了
But bad or good seems nothing could
但無論好事還是壞事看起來似乎
Take away this tasteless haze of mine
都無法消弭我的這片乏味的陰霾
I met a boy
我遇到一個男孩
Who never knew the taste of haze
他從未體會過陰霾的滋味
To him the whole world is a stage
對他而言整個世界就是一個舞台
While i am fifty shades of beige
而在我眼中世界卻被一層枯燥的黃色煙霾所籠罩
Sometimes i think is this the way i'm supposed to be
有時候我會想這就是我應該有的樣子呢
Was i just built differently
還是我被這個社會扭曲成了這個模樣
Or is there something wrong with me
亦或是我有什麼毛病
Cause there's a circuit in my chest
因為你看在我的胸口有一組電路
Unconnected from the rest in my mind
它不與我的大腦相連
And it's the spot where mywords are getting caught
這就是我內心的話語被攔截的地方
And i try to walk it off but my brian is filled with fog disconnecting my mouth from my thoughts
我試著抵抗它但是我的腦海充滿了煙霧使我無法說出內心的想法
And nothing satiates me
沒有東西可以滿足我
And i don't think that i hate me
我也不覺得我恨我自己
But bad or good seems nothing could
但無論好事還是壞事看起來似乎
Take away this tasteless haze of mine
都無法消弭這片乏味的陰霾
Nothing overtakes me
沒有什麼可以壓倒我
And i think i'm going crazy
我覺得我快要瘋了
But bad or good seems nothing could
無論好事還是壞事看起來似乎
Take away this tasteless haze of mine
都無法消弭我的這片乏味的陰霾
Nothing satiates me
沒有東西可以滿足我
And i don't think that i hate me
我也不覺得我恨我自己
But bad or good seems nothing could
但無論好事還是壞事看起來似乎
Take away this tasteless haze and
都無法消弭這片乏味的陰霾
Nothing overtakes me
沒有什麼可以壓倒我
And i think i'm going crazy
我覺得我快要瘋了
But bad or good seems nothing could
但無論好事還是壞事看起來似乎
Take away this tasteless haze of mine
都無法消弭這片乏味的陰霾