mixd up

[Intro]
(My little bonsai planet)
[Chorus: i9bonsai]
Heads mixed up, I gotta go now
I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
Gotta get up, no I cant stay down
They been testin me, but really at what cost now?
[Post-Chorus: i9bonsai]
Hearts beatin out my chest, but Im locked in
I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
Ive been feelin like a mess, I think I lost it
I wont even say a word, theres no more talkin
[Verse 1: i9bonsai]
Lost it all, but Ill make it back
Im losin time, yeah, Im losin track
Dont know why I ****in laugh
Its overwhelming, yeah, I cant do that
[Chorus: i9bonsai]
Heads mixed up, I gotta go now
I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
Gotta get up, no I cant stay down
They been testin me, but really at what cost now?
[Verse 2: blackwinterwells]
Im mixed up, confused
Dont know me, or you
No one knows me like you do
Spent my whole life confused
Yeah, blend it up like a smoothie
Mix all of my guts into bits, then consume me
In the wired, like Im Gumi
Disappearing act, if I owe you something, sue me
Im disaffected, unscrew my head a bit
Papers are so ripped, theres no proof that I still exist
But I still bleed though, so much Ill stain you
Lady Macbeth on your hands then replace you
[Verse 3: 8485]
Its a risk and I dont think I wanna take it
Think Im incause Im convincing when I fake it
But I know by the time that I make it
To the start of the line
Wont race cause I cant win
Cant escape, but cant begin
Way too late and stretched too thin
Faults are breaking on my skin
Im so scared, Ill never try
No ones there, so why should I be?
I dont care, no, I wont cry
Sit and stare while it goes by me
[Chorus: i9bonsai]
Heads mixed up, I gotta go now
I can barely think, I think I gotta watch out
Gotta get up, no I cant stay down
They been testin me, but really at what cost now?
[Post-Chorus: i9bonsai]
Hearts beatin out my chest, but Im locked in
I just really wanna live, what did I walk it?
Ive been feelin like a mess, I think I lost it
I wont even say a word, theres no more talkin