fire fear

Its a long way to the other room
到另一個房間都好像要走很長的路
While Im grading papers and tying shoes
我緊緊握著手中的稿子拉緊鞋帶

你從未想過我失去這些的感受
Oh you never had much to lose
所以我把這些絕望都歸咎於你

你帶走了我們的孩子我能說些什麼
So Im blaming you for these hopeless blues
我整理好床鋪卻只有我一個人睡

你看我的眼神像石頭一樣冰冰涼
Whats to say when the kids are gone
我沒辦法羅列出我曾犯過的錯

我像個傻子一樣被你拋棄
Ive made up the beds and been left alone
我該怎麼辦

如果我跑路了你要把我按住
You look at me as cold as a stone
他們說我還會有孩子的生活會變好的

所以我忍著不再訴說蒙蔽著自己的心
Theres no way to write whats been done wrong
但每當我想起我們在一起的時候就難受的像個小姑涼

我想跟你重欲愛火實在不行換個人也好
You left me a fool
我還想跟你一起面對恐懼你不願意的話隨便誰陪我也好

失去你和孩子我該如何是好
So what to do

Hold me down if Im running off
They say it gets better baby soon enough
So Ill shut my mouth and Ill steal my heart

But I still feel like a girl thinking when we started

I want to feel the fire again with you or anybody else

I want to feel the fear again with you or anybody else

So what to do What to do what to do