clarity in kerosene
I'm finding clarity in kerosene
我在煤油燈中尋找清醒
Incinerating all these memories
將所有的記憶焚燒
I haven't spoke to you since seventeen
自十七歲後我便對你閉口不提
Just thought I'd let you know, you're dead to me
對我而言你已然死去
You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
你在藥物和尼古丁中尋找自我
A hollow body, like a figurine
如雕塑般死氣沉沉的身體
I always felt like an accessory
我感覺自己像是你的一件附屬品
There's love and hate but this was in between
你我的感情在愛與恨之間遊走
And all I know is that there's clarity in kerosene
我在燈火中所尋找到的如我所知
All I know, you can't take back the words you said to me
而我清楚的是，你不能收回你曾對我說過的話語
I hope you choke in your sleep (choke in your sleep)
我希望你嗆死在睡夢中
While you're dreaming of me (dreaming of me)
當你夢見我時
Suffocate in your sheets (suffocate in your sheets)
窒息在你的床單上
I'll be the last thing you see (I'll be the last thing you see)
我將會是你最後所見
And I can see it, looking back now
回首過往我能看見
Every day you'd try to put me in the background
每一天你都試著將我推入黑暗至於不顧
I wasted all this ******* time on you
我將所有該死的時間都浪費在你身上
Every word you said to me, I knew it wasn't true
你對我說過的每一個字，我都知道那不是真的
Roll around with that chip on my shoulder
在我肩上翻滾碾壓，切割痛削
I told myself that it would change when I'm older
我告訴自己當我成人的時候一切都會改變
But it's getting harder and I swear to God
但這太過艱難因此我向上帝發誓
That if I had the chance I would take all the moments
若是有所改變我願用我所有時間來交換
I spent steady waiting and losing my patience
經過漫長死板的等待我早已喪失耐心
You ****** with my head, know that I couldn't take it
你深深根植於我腦海中使我崩潰，我永遠不能擺脫
And I can' t forgive you
我不能原諒你
No, I won't forgive you
不，我不會原諒你
I hope you choke in your sleep (choke in your sleep)
我希望你嗆死在睡夢中
While you're dreaming of me (dreaming of me)
當你夢見我時
Suffocate in your sheets (suffocate in your sheets)
窒息在你的床單上
I'll be the last thing you see (I'll be the last thing you see)
我將會是你最後所見
I'm finding clarity in kerosene
我在煤油燈中尋找清醒
Incinerating all these memories
將所有的記憶焚燒
I haven't spoke to you since seventeen
自十七歲後我便對你閉口不提
Just thought I' d let you know you're dead to me
對我而言你已然死去
You found yourself in drugs and nicotine
你在藥物和尼古丁中尋找自我
A hollow body, like a figurine
如雕塑般死氣沉沉的身體
I always felt like an accessory
我感覺自己像是你的一件附屬品
There's love and hate but this was in between
你我的感情在愛與恨之間遊走
And all I know is that there's clarity in kerosene
我在燈火中所尋找到的如我所知
All I know, you can't take back the words you said to me
而我清楚的是，你不能收回你曾對我說過的話語
I hope you choke in your sleep (choke in your sleep)
我希望你嗆死在睡夢中
While you're dreaming of me (dreaming of me)
當你夢見我時
Suffocate in your sheets (suffocate in your sheets)
窒息在你的床單上
I'll be the last thing you see (I'll be the last thing you see)
窒息在你的床單上
I hope you choke in your sleep (choke in your sleep)
我希望你嗆死在睡夢中
While you're dreaming of me (dreaming of me)
當你夢見我時
Suffocate in your sheets (suffocate in your sheets)
窒息在你的床單上
I'll be the last thing you see (I'll be the last thing you see)
窒息在你的床單上