Escapism.

Sleazing and teasing Im sitting on him
我坐在他的身上緩緩移動將他調謔戲弄
All my diamonds are dripping on him
將不菲鑽飾盡數在他胸膛上傾灑
I met him at the bar it was twelve or something
我與他在酒吧邂逅那時大抵已過午夜
I ordered two more wines
我又多點了兩杯酒
Cuz tonight I want him
因為今晚我對他無比渴望

A little context if you care to listen
若你願意傾听就讓我敘述下背景
I find myself in a shit position
我發覺自己此刻的處境糟糕透頂
The man that I love sat me down last night
昨晚我愛的那個男人扶我坐下
And told me that over, dumb decision
告訴我了那個愚蠢過時的決定
And I dont want to feel how my heart is ripping
我不願感受著自己的心慢慢被人撕裂
Fact I dont wanna feel
事實我不願去感知
So I stick to sipping
於是我繼續灌下酒飲
And Im out on the town with a simple mission
而我要出城去執行一件簡單的任務
In my little black dress and this shit is sitting
穿著我的小黑裙子以及坐在我旁邊的他

Just a heart broke *****
只是個心碎婊子
High heels 6 inch
蹬著六英寸的高跟鞋
In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne
在深夜俱樂部的後面啜飲著香檳
I dont trust any of these ******* Im with
我不相信和我在一起的任何一個人
In the back of the taxi sniffing *******
在出租車的後座上吸食著可可粉
Drug cause drug text, drunk tears, drug sex
不得不去測試醉酒後的淚水與亢奮中的性愛
Im looking for a man who is on the same page
我找尋著與我處在同樣境遇的男孩
Now its back to the intro
如今又回到一切的開始
Back to the bar
最初那家酒吧
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
那輛賓利那家酒店以及我過去的行事作風

Cuz I dont wanna feel how I did last night
因為我不願重蹈昨晚的覆轍
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
我不想重蹈昨晚的覆轍
Doctor, doctor anything please
大夫大夫麻煩你幫幫我
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
醫生請求你的憐憫快來帶走我的苦痛
Youre asking me my symptoms doctor
你在詢問著我的症狀醫生
I dont wanna feel
可我不願去感受

Toke this joint how Im blowing this steam
吞雲吐霧欲罷不能快看我如何肆意發洩
Back to my ways like 2019
回到2019年時的樣子
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
距離前任將感情斷送還未到24小時
I got a new man on me its about to get sweaty
我便尋得新歡預備與他翻雲覆雨
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
昨夜美妙絕倫猶如蛋糕上點綴的櫻桃
Been some dark days lately and Im finding it crippling
近來經歷不少黑暗時日簡直糟糕透了
Excuse my state
請原諒我的狀態
Im high as your hopes
我如你崇高的憧憬那般情緒高昂
That youll make it to my bed
以此來讓你與我同共入床榻
Get me hot and sizzling
令我慾火焚身烤肉般滋滋作響
If I take a step back to see the glass half full
倘若我退後一步看到這半滿的杯子
At least its the Prada two-piece that Im tripping in
至少我現在身上穿著的是普拉達兩件套
And Im already acting like a ****
而我已經表現得如此淫靡
Na I mean, so you might as well stick it in
依我意思你不妨趕緊對我展開攻勢

Just a heart broke *****
只是個心碎婊子
High heels 6 inch
蹬著六英寸的高跟鞋
In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne
在深夜俱樂部的後面啜飲著香檳
I dont trust any of these ******* Im with
我不相信和我在一起的任何一個人
In the back of the taxi sniffing *******
在出租車的後座上吸食著可可粉
Drug cause drug text, drunk tears, drug sex
不得不去測試醉酒後的淚水與亢奮中的性愛
Im looking for a man who is on the same page
我找尋著與我處在同樣境遇的男孩
Now its back to the intro
如今又回到一切的開始
Back to the bar
最初那家酒吧
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
那輛賓利那家酒店以及我過去的行事作風

Cuz I dont wanna feel how I did last night
因為我不願重蹈昨晚的覆轍
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
我不想重蹈昨晚的覆轍
Doctor, doctor anything please
大夫大夫麻煩你幫幫我
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
醫生請求你的憐憫快來帶走我的苦痛
Youre asking me my symptoms doctor
你在詢問著我的症狀醫生
I dont wanna feel
可我不願去感受

Cuz I dont wanna feel like I felt last night
因為我不願與昨晚的感知如出一轍
I dont wanna feel like I felt last night
我不願與昨晚的感知如出一轍
Bе at peace with the things you cant change
學會坦然面對你無法改變的事情
Ill be naked when I leave, I was naked when I came, yeah
正如我來時那樣當我離開時我將一絲不掛

Out of reach, out of touch
無法接觸遙不可及
Too numb I dont feel no way
過於麻木令我不知何為前路
Toast up, so what, street small but it go both ways
那又怎樣不妨舉杯歡慶街道雖窄也為雙向
So, youll run, but youll never escape
所以你大可逃跑但你卻永遠不得逃脫
Sunset in the maze
迷宮中望見日落
(Youre asking me my symptoms doctor
(你在詢問著我的症狀醫生
I dont wanna feel
可我不願去感受
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
我不願去感知昨晚的感受如何
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
不願再去回憶昨晚的那種感覺
Doctor, doctor anything please
大夫大夫用什麼法子都行
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me
大夫大夫就請饒恕我吧
Youre asking me my symptoms doctor
你在詢問著我的症狀醫生
I dont wanna feel)
可我不願去感受)
(I dont wanna feel how I did last night)
(我不願去感知昨晚的感受如何)
(I dont wanna feel how I did last night)
(不願再去回憶昨晚的那種感覺)
I dont wanna feel how I did last night
我只是不願再重蹈昨晚的覆轍
Lipstick smudged like modern art
口紅如現代藝術般遭到蹂躪
I dont know where the **** am
我根本不知道自己身為何人
Or whos driving the ****ing car
又是誰在駕駛著這該死的車
Speeding down the highway sipping
在高速公路上超速行駛著
Mixing pills w the liquor
將藥片和酒混合起來
Cus **** these feelings
去他媽的這些感覺吧
I left everyone I love on read (uh huh)
我離開了路途上愛過的每個靈魂
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh huh)
向我床榻上的陌生人袒露我的秘密
I remember nothing so theres nothing to regret uh huh
我已然忘懷一切便也就無怨無悔
Other than this 4/4 kick drum pounding in my head Mmm
除了我腦海中四四拍迴聲縈繞不絕