Escapism.

Sleazing and teasing I'm sitting on him
我坐在他的身上缓缓移动 将他调谑戏弄
All my diamonds are dripping on him
将不菲钻饰 尽数在他胸膛上倾洒
I met him at the bar it was twelve or something
我与他在酒吧邂逅 那时大抵已过午夜
I ordered two more wines
我又多点了两杯酒
Cuz tonight I want him
因为今晚我对他无比渴望

A little context if you care to listen
若你愿意倾听 就让我叙述下背景
I find myself in a shit position
我发觉自己此刻的处境糟糕透顶
The man that I love sat me down last night
昨晚我爱的那个男人扶我坐下
And told me that over, dumb decision
告诉我了那个愚蠢过时的决定
And I don't want to feel how my heart is ripping
我不愿感受着自己的心 慢慢被人撕裂
Fact I don't wanna feel
事实我不愿去感知
So I stick to sipping
于是我继续灌下酒饮
And I'm out on the town with a simple mission
而我要出城去 执行一件简单的任务
In my little black dress and this shit is sitting
穿着我的小黑裙子 以及坐在我旁边的他

Just a heart broke *****
只是个心碎婊子
High heels 6 inch
蹬着六英寸的高跟鞋
In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne
在深夜俱乐部的后面 啜饮着香槟
I don't trust any of these ******* I'm with
我不相信和我在一起的任何一个人
In the back of the taxi sniffing *******
在出租车的后座上 吸食着可可粉
Drug cause drug text, drunk tears, drug sex
不得不去测试 醉酒后的泪水 与亢奋中的性爱
I'm looking for a man who is on the same page
我找寻着 与我处在同样境遇的男孩
Now it's back to the intro
如今又回到一切的开始
Back to the bar
最初那家酒吧
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
那辆宾利 那家酒店 以及我过去的行事作风

Cuz I don't wanna feel how I did last night
因为我不愿重蹈昨晚的覆辙
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
我不想重蹈昨晚的覆辙
Doctor, doctor anything please
大夫 大夫 麻烦你帮帮我
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
医生 请求你的怜悯 快来带走我的苦痛
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
你在询问着我的症状 医生
I don't wanna feel
可我不愿去感受

Toke this joint how I'm blowing this steam
吞云吐雾欲罢不能 快看我如何肆意发泄
Back to my ways like 2019
回到2019年时的样子
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
距离前任将感情断送 还未到24小时
I got a new man on me it's about to get sweaty
我便寻得新欢 预备与他翻云覆雨
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
昨夜美妙绝伦 犹如蛋糕上点缀的樱桃
Been some dark days lately and I'm finding it crippling
近来经历不少黑暗时日 简直糟糕透了
Excuse my state
请原谅我的状态
I'm high as your hopes
我如你崇高的憧憬那般情绪高昂
That you'll make it to my bed
以此来让你与我同共入床榻
Get me hot and sizzling
令我欲火焚身 烤肉般滋滋作响
If I take a step back to see the glass half full
倘若我退后一步 看到这半满的杯子
At least it's the Prada two-piece that I'm tripping in
至少我现在身上穿着的是普拉达两件套
And I'm already acting like a ****
而我已经表现得如此淫靡
Na I mean, so you might as well stick it in
依我意思 你不妨赶紧对我展开攻势

Just a heart broke *****
只是个心碎婊子
High heels 6 inch
蹬着六英寸的高跟鞋
In the back of the nightclub, sipping champagne
在深夜俱乐部的后面 啜饮着香槟
I don't trust any of these ******* I'm with
我不相信和我在一起的任何一个人
In the back of the taxi sniffing *******
在出租车的后座上 吸食着可可粉
Drug cause drug text, drunk tears, drug sex
不得不去测试 醉酒后的泪水 与亢奋中的性爱
I'm looking for a man who is on the same page
我找寻着 与我处在同样境遇的男孩
Now it's back to the intro
如今又回到一切的开始
Back to the bar
最初那家酒吧
To the Bentley, to the hotel, to my old ways
那辆宾利 那家酒店 以及我过去的行事作风

Cuz I don't wanna feel how I did last night
因为我不愿重蹈昨晚的覆辙
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
我不想重蹈昨晚的覆辙
Doctor, doctor anything please
大夫 大夫 麻烦你帮帮我
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
医生 请求你的怜悯 快来带走我的苦痛
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
你在询问着我的症状 医生
I don't wanna feel
可我不愿去感受

Cuz I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
因为我不愿与昨晚的感知如出一辙
I don't wanna feel like I felt last night
我不愿与昨晚的感知如出一辙
Bе at peace with the things you can't change
学会坦然面对你无法改变的事情
I'll be naked when I leave, I was naked when I came, yeah
正如我来时那样 当我离开时 我将一丝不挂

Out of reach, out of touch
无法接触 遥不可及
Too numb I don't feel no way
过于麻木令我不知何为前路
Toast up, so what, street small but it go both ways
那又怎样 不妨举杯欢庆 街道虽窄也为双向
So, you'll run, but you'll never escape
所以你大可逃跑 但你却永远不得逃脱
Sunset in the maze
迷宫中望见日落
(You're asking me my symptoms doctor
(你在询问着我的症状 医生
I don't wanna feel
可我不愿去感受
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
我不愿去感知昨晚的感受如何
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
不愿再去回忆昨晚的那种感觉
Doctor, doctor anything please
大夫 大夫 用什么法子都行
Doctor, doctor have mercy on me
大夫 大夫 就请饶恕我吧
You're asking me my symptoms doctor
你在询问着我的症状 医生
I don't wanna feel)
可我不愿去感受)
(I don't wanna feel how I did last night)
(我不愿去感知昨晚的感受如何)
(I don't wanna feel how I did last night)
(不愿再去回忆昨晚的那种感觉)
I don't wanna feel how I did last night
我只是不愿再重蹈昨晚的覆辙
Lipstick smudged like modern art
口红如现代艺术般遭到蹂躏
I don't know where the **** am
我根本不知道自己身为何人
Or who's driving the ****ing car
又是谁在驾驶着这该死的车
Speeding down the highway sipping
在高速公路上超速行驶着
Mixing pills w the liquor
将药片和酒混合起来
Cus **** these feelings
去他妈的这些感觉吧
I left everyone I love on read (uh huh)
我离开了路途上爱过的每个灵魂
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh huh)
向我床榻上的陌生人袒露我的秘密
I remember nothing so there's nothing to regret uh huh
我已然忘怀一切 便也就无怨无悔
Other than this 4/4 kick drum pounding in my head Mmm
除了我脑海中 四四拍回声萦绕不绝