hopefully i dont ruin this like i have everything else

Finding new ways to **** it up
嘗試用新的方式去過新的生活
I got the wrong tone, i should shut up
我又無法控制自己,我想我該閉嘴了
I ******* ruin my relationships
我又讓愛我的人傷心了
I ****** it up, i cant take this ****
我又tmd搞砸了,我再也無法忍受了
All the pain, im not worth it
我甚至不值得得到痛苦
All the pain, im not worth it
我甚至不值得得到痛苦
I get anxious over little ****
我開始為了雞毛蒜皮的事感到擔憂
Cant control myself, not even a little bit
我無法控制自己,我已失去控制
If i had a gun, i would pull the trig
如果我有把槍,我將讓子彈穿過我的顱骨
Im an asshole, im just full of it
我只是個混蛋,我從頭到腳都散發著混蛋的氣息
Need reassurance all the ******* time
必須安排好每一秒
This is where they all draw the ** ***** line
這就是他們畫那該死的畫的地方
Im sorry, i try my best
我已經盡力了,已經盡力了
But its so hard when im a ******* mess
但已經無力回天了