Heavy

Baby can we take a walk?
I dont feel like talking
While everybody's smiling in the kitchen
And lately I have felt like ****
The space behind my eyelids is
Home to a feeling Ive been missing and yeah
I had a drink
Isnt it endearing?
Wearing all these problems on my sleeve
We round, back to your street
But I feel
Heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I've been reading into programs
Relying on a romance
To get this feeling out from under my nails
And I ask- where does all the good go?
I theorize a black hole and
Try not to get to sentimental and so
I have a drink
I feel a little better
Is this the way you always feel?
Im jealous and uncool
But could I ask
Do you feel
Heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
And all of my problems I know Ill solve them
I think Im doing fine
The man in the dream said
I will feel better yeah its only just a matter of time
And call off the party, dampen the rockets
It was a trick of light
Im sorry you waited
I thought I could make it
But its only just a matter of time
Till I feel heavier
I feel heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I feel heavier, heavier, heavier heavier, heavier heavier
I think Im doing fine