crows nest

Always been the one they laugh at
眾人譏嘲的對像一如既往還是我
I dont wanna stay here, stay here
我不想待在這裡待在這裡
Screw these pointless converstations
也不想理睬無意義的對話
Always been the one they laugh at
眾人譏嘲的對像一如既往還是我
This party wasnt what I thought
參加的派對也不盡人意
I dont wanna take these shots
我沒心思拍照
Wish I never bought this ice cream cake
我希望從沒買過這塊冰淇淋蛋糕

(Take me somewhere)
(帶我走吧)
(I dont know yet)
(去到我陌生的地方)
(Leave me footprints)
(為我留下你的足跡)
(All the way to the crows nest)
(一路到觀景台那裡)

Ive always been a little different, hard to understand
我總是有些不合群不被人理解
But life go constantly down paths that I cant ever plan
而生活也總是計劃趕不上變化
Had to leave the party early, couldnt saw me push through
派對不得不提前離場來去都匆匆
Side effect of always dreamin, I might never land
徘徊夢境的副作用便是我或許永遠無法抵達現實
Lonely road I walk alone with all my demons now
孤獨的路我獨自走著心魔一路尾隨
I wish I had more control, I dont mean to shout
我希望更能控制住自己我並不想大喊大叫
Into the darkness, tryna find who I used to be
黑暗中試圖找回曾經的自己
But as I stare up at the stars, cant remember now
但當我仰望星空卻已記不起

Yeah
是啊
I see that red spark
我看到那鮮紅的火花
Getting bigger on my shirt
我的襯衫愈發空蕩
Sitting still inside my fridge
靜坐在冰箱裡
Cut my soul, its feeling burnt
我靈魂的創傷太深刻煎熬非常
Im the worst, boutta burst into tears
我真是不堪啊眼淚就要潰堤
Havent been to model or to church in my years
愈發消瘦許多年都沒做過模特教堂也沒再去過

Whats my name?
我的名字是什麼
What's my purpose?
我人生意義又是何物
The more I find
發現越多
The more Im certain
我就越確定
Fruit tastes bad
水果難以下肚
Snakes in their braces
蛇都帶著牙箍
Handful of seas
見過一小撮海域
Ill cast to the ravens
而我要扮演渡鴉的角色

I guess Ive been going through shit
我想我最近過得一團亂麻
Going through shit
經歷這一切
Problems hid behind my tulips
問題就藏在我的鬱金香後
This is useless
毫無用處
Lately everything get heavy
最近一切都好似千鈞重負
And a drag down
將我拖累
Even though I wanna leave
即使我想離開
Would you stay round?
你是否願意留下來？

Swear Im trying not to hold back
我發誓我已盡力不去隱瞞
But I hold back
但我還是有所保留
Only one I trust, you know that
你知道我相信的只有一個人
Hope you know that
希望你知道
Wishing Ill be in your arms if I wake up
希望醒來時能在你懷裡
Through the shield in my arm
穿過我手臂上的盾牌
When the pain comes
當疼痛來臨
Dont fall for me
別愛上我

Fall for me
愛上我
Flawlessly falling into place
如此就位完美無缺
Running to their death
奔向死亡
While they treat it like a race
而人們卻將其當成比賽
Waiting for the sun to come back
等著驕陽重返蒼穹
Hope Im ready
希望我已就緒
Its heavy, my breath and my legs feel like jelly
沉重如斯我的呼吸與雙腿晃悠震顫就像果凍

Tell me swim along, and sing to the sun
與我約好攜手徜徉對著驕陽高歌一曲
Tell me swim along, and sing to the sun, yeah
與我約好攜手徜徉對著驕陽高歌一曲
You can laugh at me all that you want
你想怎麼笑我都可以
Its the fools that be running the time
與時間賽跑的人不過是傻瓜罷了

(Take me somewhere)
(帶我走吧)
(I dont know yet)
(去到我陌生的地方)
(Leave me footprints)
(為我留下你的足跡)
(All the way to the crows nest)
(一路到觀景台那裡)

Sick of waking up late, its almost noon already
臨近中午才起床
I havent been feeling myself, tryna change the settings
我一直感覺不到自我試著重塑人生設定
Tryna change how I live, Im turning into a swine
想改變我的生活方式我自己都會討厭自己
Call of Duty and movies taking up most of my time
《使命召喚》與電影佔據我大多時間
I should go and see my brother more
我應該多去看看我弟弟
He misses telling all his friends about our pillow forts
他很想念我跟他的朋友聊聊有關我們枕頭堡壘的趣事
I moved out on my own bout a year ago
大約一年前我自己就搬出去了
Feels like were friends but I use to be his hero
我們就像朋友但我曾經是他的英雄

Whats that noise?
那是什麼聲音？
Must be a ghost
一定是靈魂吧
Hope these spirits take me
希望這些靈魂帶我離開
Im making you host
我就讓你來左右一切

(Take me somewhere)
(帶我走吧)
(I dont know yet)
(去到我陌生的地方)
(Leave me footprints)
(為我留下你的足跡)
(All the way to the crows nest)
(一路到觀景台那裡)