Away When You Were Here

Dad I know you were sad when you died
爸爸我知道你離去時的悲傷
And I was young its the way I kept you in my mind
當時年幼的我記住了你的模樣
The mess that was left and my mother cried
留下殘缺破敗的家庭媽媽泣不成聲
And when she stood up she was nobodys mother
當她站起身她已不再是媽媽
Id be fine
我會沒事的
But I missed you then
但是我想念你
And I miss you now
現在仍然想念你
Liked youd missed things I might say
就像你會想念我說的話
Youre still lost in clouds but Im older now
你仍迷失在天堂我已漸漸老去
I can see through lifting haze
透過升騰的迷霧我能看見
That you were away even when you were here
您陪在我身邊我卻無法觸及
Sometimes a phrase or a manner thats you
有時候一言一行
Comes through me, it goes in a flash
都是你的影子在我身上顯現
Its a frame, its a blink like life
像框架像生活的靈光一閃
Oh and how much now should we pay for the past
為了過去我們可以犧牲多少現在啊
Cause you could age with grace if I freed you in my mind
若心內不牽絆記掛您您便可安然老去
But I loved you then
但是我愛您
And I love you now
現在依然愛您
All the things I wished Id asked
那些我希望問你的事情
When Im lost in clouds
待我上了天堂
I remember how I was robbed and I was blessed
我還記得被搶劫卻毫髮無傷
And you were away even when you were here
是您伴我左右給我護佑
Cause its not about you, not you, anymore
卻已不再和您有關
Its about what Id do with it all
只和我如何應對有關
And I, Ill never let you let me down
我永遠都不會對您失望
This morning I wake to be older than you were
今天早晨醒來我已比您離去時要老
Flash Ill smell for miles, every footstep would be mine
那些閃回的畫面我深一腳淺一腳去找尋
Youd have lost that weight, youd have gone so straight
如果還在您肯定瘦了身材筆直挺拔
Youd have made my wedding day
如果還在您肯定能出席我的婚禮
Youd have saved my youth from that point of truth
如果還在您肯定拯救了我的青年時期
Youd have kept those wolves at bay
如果還在您肯定不會讓狼近我一分一毫
But you were away, you were away even when you were here
您一直伴我左右我卻無法觸及