my life Ina nutshell

My life in a nutshell
This is my life in a nutshell

This is my life in a nutshell
Heavens so far away, Im startin to love Hell
They know me for my talent , my talent
But dont know how my pain feels
These prescriptions that I fill-ill
Never make the pain heal
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Back in the lost and found I go
But Im more lost than found, I know
I feel so cold in L.A. like Im sittin back at home, Chicago
They say livings harder than dying, Im willing to gamble that
Find me unresponsive in a hotel room, girl can you handle that?
Worst case scenario
You still hear my songs on the stereo
You still hear my name on the radio
So Ill live forever, forever

This is my life in a nutshell
Heavens so far away, Im startin to love Hell
They know me for my talent, my talent
But dont know how my pain feels
These prescriptions that I fill-ill
Never make the pain heal

Ho-oh-oh
Death melodies I sing
Cardiac arrest notes
I hate to bring the negative vibes in the room
But thats the ugly truth
So much of my life and time the worlds consumed
I throw the deuce and grab the noose
Onto the next chapter
None of this matters
Ive been feelin helpless

This is my life in a nutshell
Heavens so far away Im startin to love Hell
They know me for my talent, my talent
But dont know how my pain feels
These prescriptions that I fill-ill
Never make the pain heal