Thoughts In My Head

All these thoughts in my head
Wont let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Cant keep up with my friends
I could write 100 songs and sing them all to you
But y'all will never understand what I've been going through
Thoughts controlling me critiquing everything I do
I try to have dreams but I know they'll never come true
They tell me I' m failure, never gonna do right
Stuck inside my mind, every night Contemplate life
My mistakes they stay around they love haunt me
Wish that I could tell you that I'm awfully, sorry
I was somebody that I've never been proud to be
Ran away from anybody showing love to me
I was so scared that everyday would be the day you leave
I got tired waiting so I went and set myself free
All these habits in my head gon end up killing me
They take me to the state where I just really wanna fall asleep
I forgiven everyone but can't forgive myself
Nobody there for me when Im the one that needing help
All these thoughts in my head
Wont let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Cant keep up with my friends
All these thoughts in my head
Wont let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Cant keep up with my friends
Lately I dont got the energy to leave the house
And in my head its like my mind been playing cat and mouse
Anxiety been telling me I shouldnt leave the couch
And my depression telling me what I should think about
Always apologize but never make amends
Debate if I should open up to family and my friends
I always seem to push away it all until it ends
And I always seem to **** it up before it all begins
I only think about the worst in every situation
Can never handle all the truth its just hard to face it
My head is always on the move no I could never break it
When it comes to being satisfied I only fake it
Ive had enough of the stress if you couldnt tell
Every other night its like Im in another hell
Been staying on the low lately I aint doing well
I feel like everything I do I only set myself to fail
All these thoughts in my head
Wont let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Cant keep up with my friends
All these thoughts in my head
Wont let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Cant keep up with my friends
All these thoughts in my head
Wont let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Cant keep up with my friends