A Gothic Love Song

im clicking your fingers for a gothic twilight
我輕點著你的指尖
that actually existed just in your head
為了置身於你腦海中那縷哥特的微光
your fingernails painted black or bloodred
你的指甲黑色或者血紅
i forget
我忘記了
and your fake-leather volumes
而你的虛偽的表象
jabbering on hell
在地獄裡囈語
manifest decadence was what you hoped to exhale
你希望散發出顯而易見的頹廢
your eyes tried so hard to glitter
眼神迷離
a star-snuffing black
如黑暗中即將熄滅的星光
so you opened your books
你翻開了書頁
and you opened your legs
打開了雙腿
and so opened your heart
也敞開了心
and let in the badness
容忍著邪惡趁虛而入
you claimed as your friend
你認為這是你的朋友
with un-angels hovering
環繞著你的墮落天使啊
like flies around the orchard
環繞著你的墮落天使啊
that had covered your soul
蒙蔽了你的靈魂
their empire increasing
它們的國度無限滋長
and your country deserted by your self
而你的家園就這樣被你親手荒廢
the bells of st mary call us to remember
聖瑪麗的鐘聲喚醒了我們
that life is with end
生命有它的盡頭死亡無法避免
and the gestures can kill us
我們會死於自己的姿態
moreover destroy
但是再多的罪
and there is one judgment only
也只有一個審判
your letters came daily
你每天來信
in french or in german
有時法文，有時德文
but they meant to me nothing
可惜它們喪失了意義
i caught the slow chords
是低迷的情緒
and dry ice fogging your mind
和和乾燥的冰模糊了你的心
i see all too clearly now
可憐我現在看得太清楚
why you could be discarded
所以你也許會被遺棄
and though i could pray for you
我依然會為你祈禱
i probably shant
也許我不應該這麼做
having had my cup filled up
我的生命曾經充斥
with your lies and your make -up
你的謊言和麵具
you were nothing
你自以為是
thinking you're something
可惜你什麼都不是
and nonetheless i still write
雖然如此
this gothic lovesong
我依然寫下了這首哥特的輓歌
a sign to myself and the memory of my past
象徵自己過去的悲傷回憶
i still write this gothic lovesong
唉
a sign to myselfa
我依然寫下了這哥特的愛
and the memory of my past
悔恨著悲傷無止盡的痛
and a way to shut out your face
悔恨著悲傷無止盡的痛