It Ends With A Fall

Wish I could remember
好希望能想起来
why it mattered to me.
这事为什么对我这么重要
It doesn't matter to me.
尽管我已经无所谓了
It doesn't matter to me
不在意了
Anymore.
再也不在意了
Now that you're
既然你现在
feeling fine,
也觉得这样的结果蛮好
I'll admit that - though
我也必须承认了
I know it's coming down,
尽管我知道一切都在分崩离析
and see it shattering me
而且我不得不眼看着自己伤痕累累
it doesn't matter to me,
但这一切都无所谓了
And I'm not sadder for
就算看着这一切到来
seeing it come.
我也无所谓了
I'm not going to run.
我也不想逃离
I will just come
当被传唤
when I am called.
我也只是静静来到这里
You want to cut me off
你想与我断绝关系
Because I took too much,
因为我奢求太多
But don't leave me alone.
但是，可以不要留我孤身一人吗
Take off your scarves,
摘下你的头巾
your winter coat.
你的外套吧
The night's too cold.
这夜晚太冷
When we met I should have said
你我相遇时我就该说出口
you're like a sister to me,
你像是我的姐姐
how all that kiss her just seem
这所有的吻
like puny suitors I can see through,
对她来说都似乎太过小心翼翼
how none will do,
但我不会对你这样
not for you,
不会对你这样
how it might as well just be us two
只剩我们两个人也似乎还好
And when I pulled you by the jacket
但当我从喧闹的街道上
From the clattering street,
抓住你衣角的时候
you started flattering me,
你开始对我说一些奉承的话
you started saying I was so strong.
说我是如何强壮
String me along,
说这些话哄骗我
But I can't become
但我的确
All that I'm called.
承担不起这些夸赞
And I can't claim to know
我也不得不承认我并不知道
what makes love die or grow,
是什么让爱生长，让爱消逝
But I can still take control
但我还是能拿回主导权
And so refuse to just go home,
所以我拒绝了就这样回家
Back down the hall.
回到大厅
And as I crawl,
当我蜷缩起来
As finally all
最终
The false confetti blooms
所有纸屑在阁楼里飘洒起来
up in this attic room,
我开始思绪翩翩（注：似乎作词是想将思维具象化）
I'm going make my stand.
我需要坚定我的立场
I want to see both of your hands
我想要看到你双手
put down the phone.
放在手机两侧
I won't let you go,
我不会让你离开了
Although
尽管
The moment stole
在这一刻
My self-control
我终于不再压抑自己
From us all
彼此都放开
And now it can only end
现在这一切似乎只能结束了
End with a fall.
在这坠落中结束了