It Ends With A Fall

Wish I could remember
好希望能想起來
why it mattered to me.
這事為什麼對我這麼重要
It doesnt matter to me.
儘管我已經無所謂了
It doesnt matter to me
不在意了
Anymore.
再也不在意了
Now that youre
既然你現在
feeling fine,
也覺得這樣的結果蠻好
Ill admit that - though
我也必須承認了
I know its coming down,
儘管我知道一切都在分崩離析
and see it shattering me
而且我不得不眼看著自己傷痕累累
it doesnt matter to me,
但這一切都無所謂了
And Im not sadder for
就算看著這一切到來
seeing it come.
我也無所謂了
Im not going to run.
我也不想逃離
I will just come
當被傳喚
when I am called.
我也只是靜靜來到這裡
You want to cut me off
你想與我斷絕關係
Because I took too much,
因為我奢求太多
But dont leave me alone.
但是，可以不要留我孤身一人嗎
Take off your scarves,
摘下你的頭巾
your winter coat.
你的外套吧
The nights too cold.
這夜晚太冷
When we met I should have said
你我相遇時我就該說出口
youre like a sister to me,
你像是我的姐姐
how all that kiss her just seem
這所有的吻
like puny suitors I can see through,
對她來說都似乎太過小心翼翼
how none will do,
但我不會對你這樣
not for you,
不會對你這樣
how it might as well just be us two
只剩我們兩個人也似乎還好
And when I pulled you by the jacket
但當我從喧鬧的街道上
From the clattering street,
抓住你衣角的時候
you started flattering me,
你開始對我說一些奉承的話
you started saying I was so strong.
說我是如何強壯
String me along,
說這些話哄騙我
But I cant become
但我的確
All that Im called.
承擔不起這些誇讚
And I cant claim to know
我也不得不承認我並不知道
what makes love die or grow,
是什麼讓愛生長，讓愛消逝
But I can still take control
但我還是能拿回主導權
And so refuse to just go home,
所以我拒絕了就這樣回家
Back down the hall.
回到大廳
And as I crawl,
當我蜷縮起來
As finally all
最終
The false confetti blooms
所有紙屑在閣樓裡飄灑起來
up in this attic room,
我開始思緒翩翩（注：似乎作詞是想將思維具象化）
Im going make my stand.
我需要堅定我的立場
I want to see both of your hands
我想要看到你雙手
put down the phone .
放在手機兩側
I wont let you go,
我不會讓你離開了
Although
儘管
The moment stole
在這一刻
My self-control
我終於不再壓抑自己
From us all
彼此都放開
And now it can only end
現在這一切似乎只能結束了
End with a fall.
在這墜落中結束了