Hurts Me Too

My mother told me one day
某天母亲和我说
She's tired of my sad songs
她已厌倦了听我写伤心的歌
But loving you has only
但爱上你却是唯一
Made me cry twice or so
让我一天哭上两次或更多的事了
The day that I said I loved you
在我说爱你的那天
You didn't say it in return
你却没给予我回应
That was the day I realized
在那天我便意识到
That silence is actually hurt
你对我的沉默伤我甚深
And I am done changing words
我已决定改变措辞
Just so my songs sound prettier
让我的歌更温情动人些
I just don't care if it hurts
我不会再管它是否让我心伤
'Cause it hurts me too
因为这本身就让我难过
I hate that feeling at night
我厌烦午夜时思绪涌上心头
When I thought my eyes were closed
我以为我能轻闭双眼熟睡
But they were open the whole time
但整夜它们都不安地睁着
It was just too dark to know
去知道接下来要做什么
And what am I 'posed to do when
都如阴影般困扰着我
My dad cries in front of me?
父亲在我面前哭泣
Do I just close my eyes and
我是否应该只是闭上眼
Pretend like I didn't see?
然后假装这一切没有发生
And I am done changing words
我已决定改变措辞
Just so my songs sound prettier
让我的歌更温情动人些
I just don't care if it hurts
我不会再管它是否让我心伤
'Cause it hurts me too
因为这本身就让我难过