LONELY AND F*CKED UP

Where you goin'
你去了哪里
Why you leavin'
为什么要离我而去
The **** is up
这**是怎么回事
I feel your soul here with me
你的灵魂仍在此处
but your body's gone
但你其实早已远去
When I'm alone
当我孤身一人之时
I feel you near
能感觉到你在身旁
I feel you close
能感觉到你在接近
It feels so wrong
才意识到已成错局
it's been some years
但已经历好多些年
still I don't know
事到如今还不自知
Where you went
你到底去了哪里？
and who what and
和谁 什么原因 甚至
When I close my eyes
当我闭上双眼时
I see somethin' I don't like
我只能看见不喜欢的事情
Wake up and I still hate
醒来后 我依然憎恶
what I've become
自己的这般模样
I can't believe my eyes
我无法相信自己的眼睛
Blacked out drunk
只是昏昏沉沉地醉去
I'm numb I'm dumb high
变得麻木 变得寡言
Seems like nothing has changed
就像什么都没变
like I said it would
像我说的那样
I know I said that I'd change
我想起自己说过会改变现状
but I never could
但我从没兑现
I'm still lonely and ****ed up
依旧孤单着 糟透了
And I'ma be this way right here
依旧保持原样
'til my luck's up
在一切好起来之前
I've never been the same ever
我从不去寻求改变
since I lost one
我知道我已失去她
All that I ever wanted
所有曾经我想要的
was to be just loved oh oh
不过只是想被爱着
I'm still lonely and ****ed up
依旧孤单着 糟透了
And I'm realizing now that
事到如今我才认清
I need your love
我不过是要你来爱
Shadows over my heart
阴影覆盖住我的心
got nobody to trust
我不再信任任何人
All that I ever wanted
所有曾经我想要的
was to be just loved oh oh
不过只是想被爱着
I never thought that
我从没想过
I'd be here Oh oh
我会至此
and still feel lost
迷茫无助
It don't feel right
这不对劲
without you here It don't
在失去你之后
I need your love
只要你来爱我
Thought I was good
我以为我会很好
but I was wrong
但是我大错特错
I thought
我这样想着
Drownin' my thoughts in Hennessy
让思绪全部被轩尼诗淹没
prayin' to God
我向上帝祷告着
Askin' myself Where'd I go wrong
扪心自问“我到底做错了什么？”
I tried but I can't find
我尝试过但依旧无法找到
I said I'm fine I lied
我说我很好其实是骗你的
I know that I was wrong and
我知道我是错的
it hurts to know you were right
而你的正确之选让我痛苦
Seems like nothing has changed
好像一切都没有变
like I said it would Oh no
就像我说的那样
I know I said that I'd change
我想起自己说过会改变现状
but I never could
但我从没兑现
I'm still lonely and
依旧孤单着
****ed up Oh yeah
糟透了
And I'ma be this way right here
依旧保持原样
'til my luck's up
在一切好起来之前
I've never been the same ever
我从不去寻求改变
since I lost one Ooh
我知道我已失去她
All that I ever wanted was
所有曾经我想要的
to be just loved oh oh
不过只是想被爱着
I'm still lonely and ****ed up
依旧孤单着 糟透了
And I'm realizing now that
事到如今我才认清
I need your love
我不过是要你来爱
Shadows over my heart
阴影覆盖住我的心
got nobody to trust
我不再相信任何人
All that I ever wanted was
所有曾经我想要的
to be just loved oh oh
不过只是想被爱着