You know what my mother is like
你知道我妈什么样
She's a complete and total control freak
她就是十足的控制狂
The hair has to be perfect
发型必须完美
The As have to be straight
成绩必须全A
You have to join the debate club
你必须加入辩论社
On that there's no debate
这件事没有辩论的余地
You'll have Bible camp each summer
每个夏天都必须参加圣经夏令营
To keep you pure and clean
以保持你的贞操
Endless rules apply when you're Alyssa Greene
当你是Alyssa Greeene时候你必须遵循无数规则
Trophies have to be first place
奖杯必须是第一名
Ribbons have to be blue
绸带必须是蓝色的
There's always some competition
总是要参加各种比赛
Or hoops for jumping through
挑战层层关卡
Your mom's made sacrifices
你妈妈做出了牺牲
So win homecoming queen
所以要赢得返校皇后
Cause it's do or die when you're Alyssa Greene
当你是Alyssa Greeene的时候只有生存或者毁灭
And you wish there was a world
所以你希望可以有那么一个世界
Where you were simply free to live
你可以自由自在的
And when people criticised you
当人们批评你的时候
You had no more shits to give
你不用理会
And in this other lifetime
在这种新生活中
When you tell yourself be brave you won't cave
当你告诉自已勇敢一点时你不会妥协
That's the one thing I truly crave
这才是我一直向往的生活
But your feelings have to be phony
但是你不能流露真实情感
Your weight has to be tracked
必须记录你的体重
If you don't like shaking pom poms
如果你不喜欢花球
You'd better learn to act
你必须学会如何假装
Just have everything perfected
所有的一切必须完美
By the time you reach eighteen
在你18岁之前
Don't ask how or why
你不能问原因和方法
When you're Alyssa Greene
当你是Alyssa Greeene的时候
Improve all of your strong points
扩大你所有的优点
And hide things that you lack
隐藏你的缺点
Cause mom's convinced if you're perfect
因为妈妈坚信如果你很完美
Your father will might come back
爸爸可能会回来
You're not yourself
你不是你自己
You're not what she wants
也不是妈妈想要的
You're someone in-between
你只是介于两者中间
Your whole life's a lie when you're Alyssa Greene
当你是Alyssa Greeene的时候你的一生都是个谎言
I believe you have feelings for me
我相信你也是对我有感觉的
But I can't do this anymore
但我不能再继续下去了
It hurts to much
这样好难受
Is this-?
你是
Are you breaking up with me?
你是要甩了我么
I guess I am
应该是的
Yeah,Bye
再见了
You're not yourself
你不是你自己
You're not what she wants
你也不是妈妈想要的
You're someone in-between
你只是介于两者中间
Alyssa Greene