Years To Go
It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone
分开后的时间过得很慢
Since we ended our times been moving slow
一个人面对无尽的时间
I heard 'em say it takes twice as long
他们说忘记一个人花的时间
To forget someone as it does to get to know
是相识的两倍
Now I'm three days in got three more years to go
那我还要三年
Yeah
才能忘记你
Remember when the first night we kicked it we talked all night
记得我们第一次相遇就畅谈整夜
Smoking w**d in my room talking about life
在我房间里聊着人生吸着草
What's crazy I ain't even smash the first night
我没有搞砸真的很不可思议
I kinda feel like I met you inside a past life
也许上辈子就认识了你
Remember got arrested in Texas together
记得我们去加州的时候
On a roadtrip to Cali they found the w**d in my sweater
他们发现了我带了,然后就一起被捕
You never told me s**t or to quit her go and do better
你也没教育我让我变得更好或者是离开
But I promise this time I'm gettin' my s**t together
但我保证,这次我会做得更好
Front row at my first shows went into reverse roles
第一次演出你没有来
Put myself first before her goals
是我没有把你放在首位
We supposed to be having wedding rehearsals
我们本可以结婚的
You know things about me no-one on this earth knows
你比世界上任何一个人都了解我
I knew you were the one ever since day one
遇见你那一刻,我就知道你就是我要找的人
She said "You know we're meant to be so why you play dumb
她说:"既然你知道,为什么还要装傻"
I gave you too many hints I wish you'd take one"
"我给了你那么多暗示,哪怕你勇敢一次"
I'm feelin' like Robin Williams when dreams may come
当梦想成真时，感觉自己就像罗宾·威廉姆斯
It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone
一个人面对无尽的时间
I spent a lifetime
感觉已经孤独地过了一生
Since we ended our times been moving slow
我们分开后,时间过得很慢
It's been moving slow
度日如年
I heard 'em say it takes twice as long
他们说忘记一个人的时间
To forget someone as it does to get to know
是相识所用的两倍
You know
你知道吗
Now I'm twelve weeks in two years nine months to go
还要两年零九个月去忘记你
Remember when the first time we got back together talked all night
记得第一次和好后我们又聊了整夜
I said "I'd like to do right by you if that's all right"
我说:"如果可以的话,我想为你做正确的事"
On tour missing you texting you on a long flight
在漫长的巡演路上想着你,给你发信息
But somewhere down the road I guess I lost sight
但也不知不觉的迷失了
Scrollin' deep through your Gram lookin' at old pics
翻着你的ins,看着旧照片
I should double tap something but that's a bold risk
没有勇气点赞
F**k I stay on your page you're still my top search
你是我最想搜索的人,一直停在你的主页
You sang my hooks and you sold all of my first merch
你唱过我的歌,却也卖掉了我的东西
And your mom still texts me Merry Christmases
你妈妈还会在圣诞和我生日的时候发信息
And Happy Birthdays I'm missin' you in the worst ways
说她用最糟糕的方式想我
All of the apologies feeling when Kurt plays
听到Kurt的歌时,愧疚的感觉就会袭来
Your birthdays and anniversaries are all my worst days
最不想面对的就是你的生日和我们的纪念日
Her best friend wrote a letter and then she pressed send
她闺蜜给我发的信息
After we broke up the last time made it all end
让我和她彻底结束了
She said "Please for the love of God let this sink in
她说:"看在上帝的份上,翻篇吧"
No matter which way you turn never contact her again"
"不要再联系她,什么方式都不要"
It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone
好像我已经孤独地过了一生
Leave her the f**k the alone
让她也孤身一人
Since we ended our times been moving slow
我们分开后,时间过得很慢
Slow as f**k
度日如年
I heard 'em say it takes twice as long
他们说忘记一个人的时间
To forget someone as it does to get to know
是相识所用的两倍
The world stops spinnin' when you walked out of mine
当你离开我的时候,世界停止了运转
So I'm three years in and I'm not even close
三年已经过去了,可我还没有忘记你
I'm not even close
无法忘记你
In my feelings I hit you
总会记起你
Thinking I meant that
想着你
Read the text next day
又看了一遍信息
Why did I send that
我为什么要说那种话
I just want my best friend back
我只想让我的知己回来
I just want my best friend back
我只想让我的挚友回来
It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone
好像我已经孤独地过了一生
Since we ended our times been moving slow
分开后,时间过得很慢
I heard 'em say it takes twice as long
他们说忘记一个人的时间
To forget someone as it does to get to know
是相识所需的两倍
I just don't think I'll ever let it go
我可能,永远都放不下她