blind

Every morning that I wake up
每天早上我醒来
Always see you in the mirror
总能在镜子里看到你的身影
In my eyes, in my smile
在我眼中 微笑里
In the way that I appear
以我的方式出现
In my walk, in my dress
在我的步伐之中 裙摆之间
In every single thing I fear
在每一件我惧怕的小事上
You're somehow always here
你总是在这里
Every minute that I made it through
我度过的每一分每一秒
You were never there
而那些场景中 你却从未出现
In the pain, in the screams
在痛苦之中 尖叫声中
In the wiping of the tears
在我暗自抹掉眼泪的时候
In the loss, in the gain
在经历失去的过程中 在有所收益的时候
When the drugs were always here
毒品它就在那里
You were somehow never there
而你 从未抵达
Every need I needed met
所有我面见的需求
Never seemed to meet you
似乎都不会找上你
When the bumps, when the shots
当发生碰撞 当开始射击
Held my hand instead of you
双手交握 代替曾经那个你
When the warmth, when the bond
当温暖抵达心口 终于建立联系
In the bottle I was soothed
瓶中 我嗅到甜蜜的气息
Something I never got from you
是我不曾从你那里得到的
Every strangers bed that I rent
我借住过的每个陌生人的床
I hope where I can stay
都希望还留有我的一席之地
With no love, only f*cks
即使无关乎爱 空有激情
With our damage in the way
迎面而来的伤害
Only broken, never healed
于我只有不断地破碎 从未愈合
With the scars we don't explain
带着我们不愿解释的伤痕
Well some things never change
有些事情从未改变
I wake up
恍然醒来
Close my eyes
闭上双眼
To things I don't wanna see
那些我不想看到的东西
I'm too blind
我过于盲目
I don't care
我不在乎
To accept reality
最终还是要接受现实
Every morning that I wake up
每天早上我醒来
Always see you in the mirror
总能在镜子里看到你的身影
In my eyes, in my smile
在我眼中 微笑里
In the way that I appear
以我的方式出现
In my walk, in my dress
在我的步伐之中 裙摆之间
In every single thing I fear
在每一件我惧怕的小事上
You're somehow always here
你总是在这里
Every minute that I made it through
我度过的每一分每一秒
You were never there
而那些场景中 你却从未出现
In the pain, in the screams
在痛苦之中 尖叫声中
In the wiping of the tears
在我暗自抹掉眼泪的时候
In the loss, in the gain
在经历失去的过程中 在有所收益的时候
When the drugs were always here
在经历失去的过程中 在有所收益的时候
You were somehow never there
而你 从未抵达
Every need I needed met
所有我面见的需求
Never seemed to meet you
似乎都不会找上你
When the bumps, when the shots
当发生碰撞 当开始射击
Held my hand instead of you
双手交握 代替曾经那个你
When the warmth, when the bond
当温暖抵达心口 终于建立联系
In the bottle I was soothed
瓶中 我嗅到甜蜜的气息
Something I never got from you
是我不曾从你那里得到的
Every strangers bed that I rent
我借住过的每个陌生人的床
I hope where I can stay
都希望还留有我的一席之地
With no love, only f*cks
即使无关乎爱 空有激情
With our damage in the way
迎面而来的伤害
Only broken, never healed
于我只有不断地破碎 从未愈合
With the scars we don't explain
带着我们不愿解释的伤痕
Well some things never change
有些事情从未改变
I wake up
恍然醒来
Close my eyes
闭上双眼
To things I don't wanna see
那些我不想看到的东西
I'm too blind
我过于盲目
I don't care
我不在乎
To accept reality
最终仍是要接受现实