drownin in my 40

Maybe I'd wanna live if I lived a little better
如果我活得好一点，我也想会想活下去
Maybe I could handle the cold if I dressed for the weather
如果我穿上御寒的衣服，也许我能应付寒冷
Maybe I’d see a way out if my eyes weren't blurred from the bottles
如果我的眼睛没有被瓶子弄模糊的话，也许我能找到出路
Maybe my future works out but I won't know unless I see tomorrow
也许我的未来会实现，但我不知道，除非我看到明天
I swear to god sometimes the price is too high to pay
我向上帝发誓有时候代价太高了
I’d rather drown in my 40 than heal from my pain
我宁愿在40岁时淹死也不愿从痛苦中痊愈
It's easier to drown than swim out of the cave
淹死比游出洞穴更容易
There's beauty in it all but I still look away
一切都很美好，但我还是把目光移开
Maybe I'd be better if I stopped choosing the easy way
如果我不再选择简单的方法我会更好
But I don't know if I have the strength
但我不知道我是否有这个实力
I don't know if I have the strength
不知道自己有没有这个实力
I don't know if I have the strength
不知道自己有没有这个实力
I don't know if I have the strength
不知道自己有没有这个实力
Maybe I’d wanna live if I lived a little better
如果我活得好一点，我也想会想活下去
Maybe I could handle the cold if I dressed for the weather
如果我穿上御寒的衣服，也许我能应付寒冷
Maybe I’d see a way out if my eyes weren't blurred from the bottles
如果我的眼睛没有被瓶子弄模糊的话，也许我能找到出路
Maybe my future works out but I won’t know unless I see tomorrow
也许我的未来会实现，但我不知道，除非我看到明天
Maybe I'd wanna live if I lived a little better
如果我活得好一点，我也想会想活下去
Maybe I could handle the cold if I dressed for the weather
如果我穿上御寒的衣服，也许我能应付寒冷
Maybe I'd see a way out if my eyes weren't blurred from the bottles
如果我的眼睛没有被瓶子弄模糊的话，也许我能找到出路
Maybe my future works out but I won’t know unless I see tomorrow
也许我的未来会实现，但我不知道，除非我看到明天