Am I Supposed To Apologize?

Maria Mena - Am I Supposed To Apologize

我写了一首歌，一段旅程
I wrote a song, a journal
告诉世界
Gave it to the world
一个故事
Told the story
当我还只是一个女孩的时候
Of when I was just a girl
我希望通过承担所有

在青春中受到的伤害
I sought understanding
来清醒的认识
Clarity in truth
什么是真理
By baring all the wounds
你评判我的选择
Inflicted on my youth
为了对抗我的过去

为了给痛苦发声的机会
You criticized my choice
这样的话所有的一切都会过去
To stand up to my past
但是我变得勇敢并对自己充满骄傲
To give the pain a voice
所以我让一切
So that it too could pass
无法释怀和使我成长的痛苦都随风而去

但是我还是要花费一生的时间
But I felt brave
试着理解
And filled with pride as I let go
为什么有人明明与我共享血缘
Of bitterness that wouldn鈥檛 leave or let me grow
却不肯向我伸出援手

我应该道歉吗？
but I will spend a lifetime
我应该吗？
Trying to understand
我应该吗？
Why someone sharing my bloodline
我应该吗？
Would not lend me their hand
应该吗？

我爱她胜过爱自己
Am I supposed to apologize
但是她逼迫我
Am I supposed to apologize
在她和我的父亲之间做出选择
Am I supposed to apologize
因此我拒绝了

我离开了她的家
Am I supposed to apologize
为此生气了11年
Am I supposed to apologize
走了一条使我

步入人生另一个阶段的崎岖道路
I loved her more than myself
大幕拉开
But she made me choose
我的心追随着路的方向
Between her and my father
乐曲不会停
And so I refused
而我终于可以自由地呼吸

但是我仍然要花费一生的时间
I fled her house and wrath
努力去理解
Eleven years of age
为什么有人明明与我共享血缘
Followed the crooked path
却不肯向我伸出援手
That led me to a stage
我应该道歉吗？

我应该吗？
The curtains opened up
我应该吗？
My heart followed the lead
应该吗？
The music wouldn鈥檛 stop
And I could finally breathe

But I will spend a lifetime
Trying to understand
Why someone sharing my bloodline
Would not lend me their hand

Am I supposed to apologize
Am I supposed to apologize
Am I supposed to apologize
Am I supposed to apologize