watch me disappear

This light doesnt hide in a bushel anymore
But I dont know what you could use it for
Ive got the courage and Ive got the same fear
So gather round now and watch me disappear
There is smoke here
There is fire
Im on terms with the immolation
Dont try to pull me from the fire
Its to late for liberation
I wonder what I would have made of other features
Given all my kinds appetites
Hear my lords going to claim __ leases
if Im going to move Ive got to travel light
to the reaches
to the never-never
any way where light cant find me
Im invisible
Im in hiding
All my troubles are left behind me
All my souls a condiment
Spread it far and wide
Little tastes on a lot of tongue
Makes a body tired
Its a little like dousing a burning flag with a pail of oily water
I studied brown and Ive been known to gather wood
Always use a little piece of sky pie
And when I see you with your beaker half full
I think Im drinking with the wrong guy
Should I fly the coup
Will I swim the soup (I bet this is going to be wrong)
Will I make it through another year
Ive been lonely before
On that broken shore
Theres no better place to up and disappear
All my souls a condiment
Spread it far and wide
Little tastes on a lot of tongue
Make a body tired
Its a little like dousing a bird in flight with a pail of oily water
Set the flame in ??
Daddies take it on the chin
Theres no need to fight
Mothers in the brooding galley ?
Here comes the night
You might step outside
On the street for ? food ? for hope that hold you far from all of you
set you forth to do
so you do now
but alone yea
anyway where nobody owns you
and the lies you make are Arcadian
so that you disappear