alone

I wanna go
Far away from you but
I don't wanna know how it feels to be alone
I'm confused
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don 't wanna know how it feels
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know
I'm confused
I'm empty and broken what is the point?
Everything's dark except this light from this joint
Lately they say they hate the way I cope
And take from the clouds or hang from a rope
I've done some things for which I can't atone
I grab the blade and cut down past the bone
She'll never love me I know that you'll suck me
I'll hide away and push everyone from me
And in my mind I face resistance
Wanna be alone but I hate the distance
Honestly I don't know what to think now
I know I'm not the best to be around
Wanna die, put me in a coffin
Pop 20 pills hopes nobody stops it
When I die don't act like it's shocking
Gave you all the signs now I'm done talking
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know how it feels
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know
I'm confused
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know how it feels
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know
I'm confused
I guess that I gotta go now
Feeling like a candle that's gonna go out
Roll up the **** I just need it to slow down
Vision turns black when I fade to the background
When I die I know they won't miss me
Give it a week and then they will forget me
I live for the present not future or past
Roll up a gram I just wanna relax
Don't wanna be alone but I know it's for the best
My heads like my room cause that s**t is a mess
Catch me in the backyard sparking a blunt
I haven't felt like myself in months
Got too attached and now I feel stupid
I need to have a talk with Cupid
Stomp in half all the arrows he shooting
I feel so god damn foolish
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know how it feels
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know
I'm confused
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don 't wanna know how it feels
I wanna go
Be alone but
I don't wanna know
I'm confused