Holding On To Heartache

You said Im holdin onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
Its gonna drag me down
Im holdin onto heartache
You should be starin at the sky
The birds just passin by , love

The windy hell just over
We knew that all would change
Creates the strangest feelin
Just know they waitin for the end
I still have dreams about it
The moment since they came
The moments never shown towards
Because we faded into darkness
I can still hear a silence
I can still hear a clock thats tickin

You said Im holdin onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
Its gonna drag me down
Im holdin onto heartache
You should be starin at the sky
The birds just passin by, love
Holdin onto heartache

The nights, the changin seasons
Become the strangest days
I called you twice but then regretted it
And changed my number
The questions that Im askin
Where did it all go wrong?
Theres endless versions of that thing
That keeps me driftin back to darkness
I can still hear a silence
I can still hear a clock thats tickin

You said Im holdin onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
Its gonna drag me down
Im holdin onto heartache
You should be starin at the sky
The birds just passin by, love

You know the partys over
When youre standin in an empty space alone
And time can always heal ya
If you let it make its way into your bones
Nothings ever easy
To be honest, Im not easy by myself
The second that I see ya
The space between us just comes floodin back

You said Im holdin onto heartache
You said I wear it like a crown
Its gonna drag me down
Im holdin onto heartache
You should be starin at the sky
The birds just passin by, love