Male Fantasy

Home alone, trying not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I cant stand the dialogue, she would never be
That satisfied, its a male fantasy
Im going back to therapy
Cause I loved you then, and I love you now
And I dont know how
Guess its hard to know when nobody else comes around
If Im getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
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I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparable years ago
Thought wed get along, but it wasnt so
And its all I think about when Im behind the wheel
I worry this is how Im always gonna feel
But nothing lasts, I know the deal
But I loved you then, and I love you now
And I dont know how
Guess its hard to know when nobody else comes around
If Im getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
Cant get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should, but I could never hate you