I Can't Sleep

I've been running out of different ways to past time
我用盡一切辦法來消磨時光
The devils work is done by idol hands and I've been bored since last night
整日忙碌於高強度且枯燥的工作，我早就厭煩了
Jump into the whip and start to drive like it's my last ride
我恨不得馬上坐進車裡，踏上一條視死的路
Looking for a bridge where I can crash, see if I can fly, uh
撞上一座使我墜落的橋，看看我能否自由翱翔
Hit my head against the wall till I got black eyes
我的頭一把撞在牆上，眼前一黑
Sitting on a sofa, drinking soda, watching plants die
絕望地坐在沙發上喝著蘇打水，看著植物漸漸枯萎
Stupid but I'm scared I might lose it and I can't cry
真是夠可笑夠愚蠢，我害怕消逝，卻也無處滴落淚珠
The devil smells the tears and he been chilling here don't ask why
魔鬼能聞到眼淚的味道，悄然地使人不寒而栗
The garbage can been fullin' hella pizza boxes stacked high
垃圾桶裡面披薩盒已經堆積如山
Hit the Ativan and now I'm anxious out my damn mind
吃粒安定藥吧，我已經被焦慮的心理折磨得死去活來
Got eighty grand and cloth and a couple chains and a red life
我擁有了錢財服飾和金鍊子和“美好生活”
But all I'm really after was happiness money can't buy
但我真正追求的是錢買不到的快樂
Stressing every second to drop a record my fans like
我無時無刻都在提醒自己要為粉絲製作發行新的歌曲
Puking from the pressure I'm throwing up like some gang signs
這巨大的壓力使我嘔吐，就像一些幫派地盤上的穢物
Standing on the mountain that an average man can't climb
站在一座普通人遙不可及的山頂著巨大的壓力
Waiting for an avalanche to landslide
多麼希望我能從雪崩或山崩中重回平地
I can't sleep, I'm out of my head
我輾轉反側
I'm losing my mind and no one understands
我快瘋了
Woah
Woah
And I can't breathe, I'm over the edge
我快窒息了我在崩潰的邊緣
I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end
我的內心處於瀕死狀態，不知道何時會迷失自我走向終點
Woah
Woooooah
And I'm running out of ways to fight the bad thoughts I can't stop
我沒有辦法去應對負面思想無法停止
Cigarettes are filling up the empty cans and plant pots
煙蒂把罐頭盒和花盆都填滿了
Try to keep my demons locked away with chains and padlock
我試圖用鎖鏈鎖住我內心的惡魔
They found a way to break out of the cage and they won't back off
但他們總能掙脫束縛，再一次纏繞我的大腦
Everyday I call my parents, me, my mom and dad talk
我每天都打電話給我的父母，與他們敘舊
I tell them that I'm fine but it all changes when I hang up
口上說著一切安好，可電話一掛陰鬱的心卻再現
There's whiskey in the cupboard I've tryna keep my hands off
碗櫃裡放著我一直克制住酒癮的威士忌
It's calling to me everyday like 'Come on Tom let's have shots'
但它好像在呼喚我，來Tom，乾一杯
Mansion's in my head I hop the fence into the backyard
在我腦海中的的豪宅里，我翻過圍欄到後院
Looking through the windows and all the rooms that my past tounts
透過窗戶看過去我心心念念的房間
Filling up my laptop with last words and chat logs
我的筆記本電腦裡滿是遺言和聊天記錄
There's ashes on my mattress cause I smoke until I crash hard
在我的床墊上是熟睡前抽的煙留下的灰燼
Think I lost my mind, I'm find it in these sad songs
我早就失去了理智，
Following my footprints but the track stoped
在喪歌裡試圖找到自己的影子
Fighting with the devil but he didn't think I'd last long
與心魔對抗，他認為我並沒有勝算
But I ain't backing down
但是困苦能孕育靈魂和精神的力量，我怎能輕易退縮？
I'mma stand strong
我還是沒能入睡
I can't sleep, I'm out of my head
我快瘋了
I'm losing my mind and no one understands
也早已失去理智，卻沒人能夠理解
Woah
Woooooah
And I can't breathe, I'm over the edge
我快窒息了我在崩潰的邊緣
I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end
我的內心處於瀕死狀態，害怕迷失自我走向終點
Woah
Woooooah
My mind is racing
我的大腦裡滿是漿糊
I'm going crazy
我快要瘋了
I wanna hide in my bed
現在只想躲在我床上
I think that maybe
我期待，也許某天
Something can save me
我能從心魔中被救贖
But I don't know what that thing is
未知其名未知其時
I can't sleep, I'm out of my head
還是睡不著啊就要瘋了啊
I'm losing my mind and no one understands
也早已失去理智，卻沒人能夠理解啊
Woah
Woooooah
And I can't breathe, I'm over the edge
我快窒息了啊正處於懸崖邊緣
I'm dying inside, I'm afraid how this might end
我的內心處於瀕死狀態，害怕迷失自我走向終點
Woah
Woooooah