square (solo piano version)

Your room was square “
你的房間是方的”
I once noticed from there
我曾注意到
In your bed, as you slept
當我屏息躺在你的床上
And I held my breath
而你正在熟睡

Everything had its own place
一切都有自己的位置
And I wondered what space would I take
我也曾疑惑
In the order you kept
在你的秩序中我會是在哪裡

I tried to eat like your girlfriend
我試著模仿你女朋友的飲食習慣
Just tea in the night, I'd end up
但晚餐只有一杯茶
Too hungry to sleep
會讓我餓到無法入睡

So lying awake, I would follow the aching inside
這樣清醒地躺著追溯著心裡的疼痛
I would find
我發覺
It's for you won't be mine
這都是因為你不會屬於我

I tried my hardest, for I'd never learned
我傾盡全力因為我不曾發覺
God's very simple and love shouldn't burn
上帝很單純愛不應該讓人燒灼
And I would've offered you all that you yearned for
我本可以給你你希求的一切
But I was still waiting for something to earn
但我還在等著得到什麼

What is that quiet of snow in the night?
夜晚下雪時分的那種安靜是什麼呢
The dark rings with white noise
黑暗伴著白噪音陣陣作響
As you stand and drown
你站在那裡隨之沉溺

Maybe it's all of these snowflakes, screaming
也許是這些雪花
A choir of mute
準備著陸的同時
As they brace for the ground
尖聲叫喊出無聲的和音

Well that's my ride
好吧我的車到了
Hope you had a good night
希望我給你帶來了一個美好的夜晚
You know, you made me happy
你知道你讓我很開心

Here shake my hand
握了握我的手
You make such a good man
你真是非常好的人
Never once did you know me
但你從未認識過我

I tried my hardest, for how do you learn
我已經盡力而你又怎麼會知道
God's very simple and love doesn't burn
上帝非常單純愛情不會燙傷人
And maybe youd offered me all that I yearned for?
也許你也會給我我所希求的一切
ButI was still waiting for something to earn
但我仍在等著得到什麼

Silly me, waiting
愚笨的我 還在等待