ONE LAST TIME

Waking up on the floor
在地板上醒來
With no one else in the room
房間裡沒有一個人
I never felt like this before
我從未有過這樣的感覺
I just hope I'm leaving soon
只希望能盡快離開
And if tomorrow I don't wake up
如果明天我不能醒來
Just know I really tried
只需要知道我真的試過了
To make the best of your forgiveness
盡你最大的寬恕
Tell me one last time
最後一次告訴我
How I never tried
我從未嘗試過

最後一次接近崩潰
Was so close to breaking through last time
以為我會被庇護
Thought that I'd be sheltered
憑著虛無
By nothingness
憑著缺失的意識
By the lack of consciousness
但我躺在這醒了過來
But I lay here awake
害怕做夢
Too afraid to dream
因為如果我不得已面對自己
Cause if I might have to face myself
我會屈服
I'll buckle at my knees
最後一次告訴我
Tell me one last time
我從未嘗試過
How I never tried
我看見過光明

但從未感覺接近
I've seen the light
把我的痛苦放到一邊
But never felt this close
因為我不能把它施加給那些人
Pushed my pain aside
因為我不明白分享失敗的意義
Cause I could never give it to those
向世界展示我的虧欠
Cause I never see the point in sharing defeat
我苟活於日復一日，空虛與絕望之中
Displaying my debts to the world
最後一次告訴我
I just live in repeat, vacant and desperate
我從未嘗試過
Tell me one last time
如果明天我不能醒來
How I never tried
只需要知道我真的試過了

請盡你最大的寬恕
And if tomorrow I don't wake up
並告訴我的兄弟他會無恙
Just know I really tried
To make the best of your forgiveness
And tell my brother he'll be fine