my old ways

Trapped in my old ways
Cant seem to break free from anything
Cause this is all that Ive ever known
And Im afraid it wont let me go
Drugged you down
Took you away from everyone that ever loved you
Fooled the crowd
And made em believe that I was real
But you always knew
I know Im late
But I hope you know
Id kill to keep you safe
If you love me
Then I beg that you just leave
Forget my name
Trapped in my old ways
Cant seem to break free from anything
Cause this is all that Ive ever known
And Im afraid it wont let me go
Let me go
Im afraid, Im afraid it wont let me go
Let me go
Im afraid, Im afraid it wont let me go
All the pills, all the money, all the pain
Living consequences breathing just to take the blame
I was wrong, I was wrong
I can see so clearly
Made myself look like a fool
And now you only fear me
Fighting to change
God only knows Ive been living in agony
I pushed you all away
Im trapped in my old ways
Cant seem to break free from anything
Cause this is all that Ive ever known
And Im afraid it wont let me go
Let me go
Im afraid, Im afraid it wont let me go
Let me go
Im afraid, Im afraid it wont let me go
Just let me go
Itching, scratching
My bloods so thin
The fuxking ceiling spins
Its clouding every thought and stripping everything awayfrom me
Crawling desperately
Its got me trapped and living in agony
Trapped in my old ways
Cant seem to break free from anything
Cause this is all that Ive ever known
And Im afraid it wont let me go
Let me go
Im afraid, Im afraid it wont let me go
Let me go
Im afraid, Im afraid it wont let me go
Let me go, let me go