My Old Ways

Trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go
Drugged you down
Took you away from everyone that ever loved you
Fooled the crowd
And made 'em believe that I was real
But you always knew
I know I'm late
But I hope you know
I'd kill to keep you safe
If you love me
Then I beg that you just leave
Forget my name
Trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
All the pills, all the money, all the pain
Living consequences breathing just to take the blame
I was wrong, I was wrong
I can see so clearly
Made myself look like a fool
And now you only fear me
Fighting to change
God only knows I've been living in agony
I pushed you all away
I'm trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Just let me go
Itching, scratching
My blood's so thin
The fuxking ceiling spins
It's clouding every thought and stripping everything away from me
Crawling desperately
It's got me trapped and living in agony
Trapped in my old ways
Can't seem to break free from anything
'Cause this is all that I've ever known
And I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go
I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go
Let me go, let me go