ONE LAST TIME

Waking up on the floor
在地板上醒来
With no one else in the room
房间里没有一个人
I never felt like this before
我从未有过这样的感觉
I just hope I'm leaving soon
只希望能尽快离开
And if tomorrow I don't wake up
如果明天我不能醒来
Just know I really tried
只需要知道我真的试过了
To make the best of your forgiveness
尽你最大的宽恕
Tell me one last time
最后一次告诉我
How I never tried
我从未尝试过

最后一次接近崩溃
Was so close to breaking through last time
以为我会被庇护
Thought that I'd be sheltered
凭着虚无
By nothingness
凭着缺失的意识
By the lack of consciousness
但我躺在这醒了过来
But I lay here awake
害怕做梦
Too afraid to dream
因为如果我不得已面对自己
Cause if I might have to face myself
我会屈服
I'll buckle at my knees
最后一次告诉我
Tell me one last time
我从未尝试过
How I never tried
我看见过光明

但从未感觉接近
I've seen the light
把我的痛苦放到一边
But never felt this close
因为我不能把它施加给那些人
Pushed my pain aside
因为我不明白分享失败的意义
Cause I could never give it to those
向世界展示我的亏欠
Cause I never see the point in sharing defeat
我苟活于日复一日，空虚与绝望之中
Displaying my debts to the world
最后一次告诉我
I just live in repeat, vacant and desperate
我从未尝试过
Tell me one last time
如果明天我不能醒来
How I never tried
只需要知道我真的试过了

请尽你最大的宽恕
And if tomorrow I don't wake up
并告诉我的兄弟他会无恙
Just know I really tried
To make the best of your forgiveness
And tell my brother he'll be fine