Theres a reason why I never drank a double shot martini slightly dirty
I stop breathing when Im getting close to diagnosing what I already know
I could never ask for help
Thought I should just hate myself
I got a feeling if I leave in the morning
All of my demons are coming for me
I try so hard to think Im not my father
I forget about what makes me who I am
I try so hard to think Im not a goner
Mm but Im still here where it began
What we had was a lie
But I wouldnt take it back
What we could have had if you tried
But we couldnt make it last
Ive been keeping on with the music
So if hes out there
Maybe he might hear it
Ive been seeing every single movie
From the one with George Clooney
What are you doing he said back in ２０１０
Back of the theater his face was red
But I dont ever wanna change a thing
That made me stand on my own two feet
I try so hard to think m not my father
I forget about what makes me who I am
I try so hard to think Im not a goner
Oh but Im still here where it began
What we had was a lie
But I wouldnt take it back
What we could have had if you tried
But we couldnt make it last
Its okay to cry its okay to laugh
Its okay to be happy when m told m supposed to be sad
I dont miss the fights when it got bad
No I dont miss a single thing about my old man
But what we had
What we had
And I wouldnt take it back
What we could have had if you tried
But we couldnt make it last
錄音 : Dylan Dunlap/Kirk Adolph
混音師 : Ben Zelico
音頻後期製作 : Chris Gehringer
What We Had