My Attic

My attic is full of pages, full of crazy
我的閣樓散落著稿紙滿是瘋狂的夢想
Cluttered spaces that you could not cross
雜亂的地方讓你無法挪移
My attic is full of bones and full of hopeless
我的閣樓充盈著骸骨裝著對生活的失望
Young emotions that just wont grow up
年輕的思想從未成長
I keep hiding the keys in all these
我一直將此地的鑰匙藏匿
Places even I cant find
甚至連我也再找不到
Hoping, one day, youll find them all
只願終會有一天你會將它們盡都尋著
And I wanna let you see inside my attic
我想帶你參觀我的閣樓
Inside this olive skin are paper thin
裡面是橄欖色薄如紙張的屋頂
Illusions that Im tougher than I am
想像著我現已比之前頑強許多
And Im guarded, castle walls from all the falls
並且我已被保護倒塌的四周早就成為城牆
And break up calls and never should have beens
為我切斷從不該觸碰的連接
But dont go pushing too hard
請你不要切切逼迫
Im not so easy to manipulate
我並不容易操縱
I will give you all of my secrets
所有關於我的秘密我會給你說
If you promise you can brave my attic
只要你能直面我的閣樓
And I swear, not tryna be vindictive
我向你發誓我不會去維護什麼
Im just terrified that you might see me different
我只是些許害怕你看見我不一樣的那面
Youll change your mind, tell me that Im crazy
你會改變心意並且教訓我是瘋子
Tell me that Im okay, tell me that youll stay
告訴我是正常的向我保證你會待在這裡
Cause my attic is silver plans and one night stands
因為我的閣樓有易逝的絕佳計劃
That numbers cant begin to calculate
那是一個數不清的數字
My attic is up the stairs and waiting there
我的閣樓在那個階梯之上等待著開門
Are lonely nights, they keep me wide awake
漫長黑夜讓我保持著清醒
I keep hiding the keys in all these
我長期藏匿著此地的鑰匙
Places even I cant find
甚至連我在沒找到
Hoping, one day, youll find them all
期待著有天你會將它開啟
Cause I wanna let you see inside my attic
因為我想帶你參觀我的閣樓
My attic, my attic, my attic
我的私人閣樓我的年少夢想我的青春時光
My attic, my attic
我的荒唐我的從未成長