Thought It Was Gonna Be Me

製作人: Steve Robson
我精心梳妝打扮
混音: John Hanes
對著鏡子照了許久
貝斯: Ross Hamilton
只因你說今夜你會回來
鼓: Aaron Sterling
心中有些緊張自你離開已有段時間了
音頻工程師: Sam Miller
我們並未說穿心意但彼此已了然於胸
混音師: Serban Ghenea
腦中唯有一幕幕往事閃現
班卓琴: Derek Wells
你說今夜會有樂隊演奏
主人聲: Catherine McGrath
我欣喜若狂
母帶工程師: Chris Gehringer
可我卻看見你身旁站著另一個女孩
Put my hair up, did my make up
我只能強裝笑顏掩蓋淚水
Fifteen minutes in the mirror 'cause you said
還有比這一切更糟糕的事情麼
That tonight was the night you were gonna be back in town
還有比這一切更糟糕的事情麼
Little nervous , it's been a while since
或許是空耗年華等待我們從未有過的愛情
The day you left and we didn't but we almost did
又或許是她與你十指相扣
And it's all that I can think about
就像我想牽著你那般

亦或是身著我新買的衣裙
You said the band goes on tonight
因為我原以為那個人會是我
You had me high on butterflies
我試著偷偷溜走覺得自己像個傻子
Then I saw the girl standing by your side
可你卻向我跑來“見到你真高興呀
Had to smile so I wouldn't cry
認識下我的女友吧我認為你倆應該處得來”

我不得不勉強坐下保持淑女形象
And I don't know what hurts the worst
我本應恨她可她卻如此優秀
Me alone or you with her
總能讓你眼帶笑意嘴角上揚
Or all the time I wasted on the things we never were
我只能強裝笑顏掩蓋淚水
Or the way her hand was in your hand
還有比這一切更糟糕的事情麼
Like I wanted mine to be
我仍舊孤獨你卻已尋得歡愛
Or standing in the brand new dress I bought
或許是我為你空耗韶華可我們卻只是錯過
'Cause I thought it was gonna be me
又或許是她與你十指緊扣

就像我曾幻想過與你牽手的模樣
I try to sneak out, felt like such a fool
亦或是身著我新買的衣裙
You came running, said 'it's so good to see you
因為我原以為你身側的人會是我
Meet my girl, yeah I think you're gonna get along'
我早該向你表露心跡我本應如此
I had to sit there and be polite
如今我只能自責不已
Wanted to hate her but she's so damn nice
我早該與你一吻定情我本應如此
She made you happy, I could see in your eyes
但如今一切已太遲太遲
Had to smile, so I wouldn't cry
我猜一切已無法挽回

我真的認為那個人本該是我
And I don't know what hurts the worst
還有比這一切更糟糕的事情麼
Me alone or you with her
我孑然一身你卻已比翼雙飛
Or all the time I wasted on the things we never were
或許是空耗年華等待我們從未有過的愛情
Or the way her hand was in your hand
又或許是她與你十指相扣
Like I wanted mine to be
就像我想牽著你那般
Or standing in the brand new dress I bought
亦或是身著我新買的衣裙
'Cause I thought it was gonna be me
因為我原以為那個人會是我

我真的以為那個人會是我
Shoulda told you, shoulda told you
我真的以為你愛的人是我
Only got myself to blame
我真的以為你要的人是我
Shoulda kissed you, shoulda kissed you
可這終究只是我的一廂情願
Now it's too late
Guess it's too late
I really thought it was gonna be me , yeah

And I don't know what hurts the worst
Me alone or you with her
Or all the time I wasted on the things we never were
Or the way her hand was in your hand
Like I wanted mine to be
Or standing in the brand new dress I bought
'Cause I thought it was gonna be me

I really thought it was gonna be me
I really thought it was gonna be me
I really thought it was gonna be me
I really thought it was gonna be me