Postcard #17

What am I so scared of?
我为何如此畏惧
What's the worst that could happen?
最坏的情况会怎样
Been awake all night
整晚清醒
Heard the rain tapping
听着雨声噼啪
If something taps on the window
若有什么打在窗户上
In the middle of the night
在午夜时分
Just let it in, alright
就让它进来吧
Just let it in, alright
就让它进来吧

我甚至没法在日记里如是叙写
I couldn't even write about it in my diary
没法形容出字词的声音
Or shape the sound of the words
我试图从背后悄悄靠近它
So I tried sneaking up behind it
像狮子悄悄靠近牧羊人
Like the lion sneaks up on the herd
如果我让笔触及纸张
If I just put this pen to this paper
如果我交换盐盒和胡椒粉盒的标签
If I just change the labels on the salt and pepper shaker
如果我哄骗自己 一吐为快
If I just trick myself into pouring it all out
一吐为快
Just let it all out, alright
一吐为快
Just let it all out
如果你呼唤它的名字

对着镜子念三次
If you just say its name
它苍白的脸就会出现
Three times in front of the mirror
在角落里轻笑
Its pale face will appear
你转过身
Grinning in the corner
细究其中奥秘
And you turn around
你说 “这就是我害怕的东西吗”
And you study its particulars
真够可笑的
You say: "Is that what I was scared of?"
太滑稽了
******* ridiculous
这都是你的胡思乱想
It's ******* ridiculous
这都是你的胡思乱想

这都是你的胡思乱想
It's all in your head
这都是你的胡思乱想
It's all in your head
这都是你的胡思乱想
It's all in your head
这都是你的胡思乱想
It's all in your head
这都是你的胡思乱想
It's all in your head
这都是你的胡思乱想
It's all in your head
It's all in your head
It's all in your head