Funeral Pyre

I wake up with the same pain every night
我每晚都會因為同樣的疼痛醒來
Digging a hatchet into my left side
在我的左側挖出一把斧頭
Clearing my chest of something to burn
清理我胸膛裡燃燒的東西
Ash for a decorative urn you keep in your mantelpiece
你把灰放在壁爐架上做裝飾用的咖啡桶
Like a trophy for everything
就像是所有一切的獎杯
That withers eventually
最終會枯萎的
Call me a coward but I'm too scared to leave
叫我懦夫吧，我害怕離開
'Cause I want you to be the last thing I see
因為我希望你是我最後見到的人
Come on
來吧
Call me a coward but I 'm too scared to leave
叫我懦夫吧，我害怕離開
Watched you pouring lighter fluid out onto the leaves
看著你把打火機裡的燃料液體倒在樹葉上
And I would've loved you with the dying fire
我也會用那即將熄滅的殘焰來愛你
Let you smother me down to the embers
讓你把我悶死，直到餘燼
Frostbite turning my limbs as black as cinder of funeral pyre
凍傷使我的四肢像火葬的灰燼一樣黑
And I would have stayed if you asked me to
如果你讓我留下，我會留下來的
Stood outside till my lips turn blue
站在外面直到我的嘴唇發藍
I wouldn't have blamed you
我不會責怪你的
For leaving me there on the porch while you drank gasoline
你喝汽油的時候（這裡理解為自我毀滅）把我留在門廊上
'Cause it's what you needed so bad
因為這正是你最需要的
And it's true
這是真的

It's nothing that we could do
我們可能都無能為力