First Time

I guess that I was scared of what I was before us
我想我曾經在你我之間敗下陣來
I guess that I was scared of who I was before love
我想我曾經在愛面前深感自卑

但如今我找到了
But now that I found it again
在一片廢墟中找回了自我
Finding myself in the wreckage
回想我曾入怎樣的境地
Wondering where I have been
我想你是我的阿喀琉斯之踵
Guess you were my only blemish
現在我看見了我曾經想掩蓋的一切
And now I see the things that I tried to hide
同時也看見了帶我重生的事物
And now I see the things that bring me to life
時至今日我第一次

對你另尋新歡毫不在乎
And for the first time I dont mind
我第一次對成為自己感到滿意
That you found somebody else
時至今日我第一次
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
對你另尋新歡毫不在意
And for the first time I dont mind
也是第一次對成為自己無比慶幸
That you found somebody else
我以為在你身邊的我是最好的
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
我想孤獨是我成為自己的唯一路徑

但是現在我找到了
I guess I thought I was my best when I was with you
在一片廢墟中找到了自我
I guess that lonely was my only way to break through
回看我曾墮入怎樣的深淵

大概你是我唯一的軟肋
But now that I found it again
如今我看見了我曾經想隱藏的一切
Finding myself in the wreckage
如今我看見了讓我重生的事物
Wondering where I have been
時至今日我第一次
Guess you were my only blemish
對你另尋新歡毫不在意
And now I see the things that I tried to hide
第一次對成為自己無比慶幸
And now I see the things that bring me to life
時至今日我第一次

對你另尋新歡毫不在意
And for the first time I dont mind
第一次對成為自己無比滿意
That you found somebody else
如果我告訴你曾經的你是我的一切
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
那如今你會相信我已經完全放下嗎
And for the first time I dont mind
如果我告訴你曾經的你是我的全部
That you found somebody else
如今你是否願意相信我已經放下一切
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
我看見了我曾經想要隱瞞的東西

找到了帶我重生的事物
And if I told you that the old you was my everything
如今我第一次
Would you believe me if I told you that Im over it?
對你找到別的愛人毫不在乎
And if I told you that the old you was my everything
如今我終於對成為自己完全滿意
Would you believe me if I told you that Im over it?
時至今日我終於毫不在意

你有了更愛的人
And now I see the things that I tried to hide
時至今日我感謝沒有放棄自己
And now I see the things that bring me to life
我自己
And for the first time I dont mind
我一個人也很好
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
And for the first time I dont mind
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I totally fine being by myself
By myself
By myself