Incomplete and Insecure

I havent finished a thing since
I started my life, dont feel much like starting now.
Walking out lonely has worked like a charm,
Im the only one
I have to let down.
But watching you makes me think that that is wrong.
I can go on with my insecure nature,
I can keep living off sympathy.
I can tell all the people that all of the success is a direct reflection on me.
But watching you makes me think that that is wrong.
What is important?
Whats really important?
Am I not to know by my name?
Will I ever know silence, without mental violence, will raining at night go away?
Its up to you, my father call on me.
I havent finished a thing since
I started my life, dont feel much like starting now. (x4)
I havent finished a thing since
I started my life (x2)