blind

Every morning that I wake up
每天早上我醒來
Always see you in the mirror
總能在鏡子裡看到你的身影
In my eyes, in my smile
在我眼中微笑裡
In the way that I appear
以我的方式出現
In my walk, in my dress
在我的步伐之中裙擺之間
In every single thing I fear
在每一件我懼怕的小事上
Youre somehow always here
你總是在這裡
Every minute that I made it through
我度過的每一分每一秒
You were never there
而那些場景中你卻從未出現
In the pain, in the screams
在痛苦之中尖叫聲中
In the wiping of the tears
在我暗自抹掉眼淚的時候
In the loss, in the gain
在經歷失去的過程中在有所收益的時候
When the drugs were always here
毒品它就在那裡
You were somehow never there
而你從未抵達
Every need I needed met
所有我面見的需求
Never seemed to meet you
似乎都不會找上你
When the bumps, when the shots
當發生碰撞當開始射擊
Held my hand instead of you
雙手交握代替曾經那個你
When the warmth , when the bond
當溫暖抵達心口終於建立聯繫
In the bottle I was soothed
瓶中我嗅到甜蜜的氣息
Something I never got from you
是我不曾從你那裡得到的
Every strangers bed that I rent
我借住過的每個陌生人的床
I hope where I can stay
都希望還留有我的一席之地
With no love, only f*cks
即使無關乎愛空有激情
With our damage in the way
迎面而來的傷害
Only broken, never healed
於我只有不斷地破碎從未癒合
With the scars we dont explain
帶著我們不願解釋的傷痕
Well some things never change
有些事情從未改變
I wake up
恍然醒來
Close my eyes
閉上雙眼
To things I dont wanna see
那些我不想看到的東西
Im too blind
我過於盲目
I dont care
我不在乎
To accept reality
最終還是要接受現實
Every morning that I wake up
每天早上我醒來
Always see you in the mirror
總能在鏡子裡看到你的身影
In my eyes, in my smile
在我眼中微笑裡
In theway that I appear
以我的方式出現
In my walk, in my dress
在我的步伐之中裙擺之間
In every single thing I fear
在每一件我懼怕的小事上
Youre somehow always here
你總是在這裡
Every minute that I made it through
我度過的每一分每一秒
You were never there
而那些場景中你卻從未出現
In the pain, in the screams
在痛苦之中尖叫聲中
In the wiping of the tears
在我暗自抹掉眼淚的時候
In the loss, in the gain
在經歷失去的過程中在有所收益的時候
When the drugs were always here
在經歷失去的過程中在有所收益的時候
You were somehow never there
而你從未抵達
Every need I needed met
所有我面見的需求
Never seemed to meet you
似乎都不會找上你
When the bumps, when the shots
當發生碰撞當開始射擊
Held my hand instead of you
雙手交握代替曾經那個你
When the warmth, when the bond
當溫暖抵達心口終於建立聯繫
In the bottle I was soothed
瓶中我嗅到甜蜜的氣息
Something I never got from you
是我不曾從你那裡得到的
Every strangers bed that I rent
我借住過的每個陌生人的床
I hope where I can stay
都希望還留有我的一席之地
With no love, only f*cks
即使無關乎愛空有激情
With our damage in the way
迎面而來的傷害
Only broken, never healed
於我只有不斷地破碎從未癒合
With the scars we dont explain
帶著我們不願解釋的傷痕
Well some things never change
有些事情從未改變
I wake up
恍然醒來
Close my eyes
閉上雙眼
To things I dont wanna see
那些我不想看到的東西
Im too blind
我過於盲目
I dont care
我不在乎
To accept reality
最終仍是要接受現實