cool kids

Would you believe me if i told you everything i did was bullshit
Spend to many years trying to fit in with the cool kids
Couldn't be myself i was stuck and i refused it
Didn't realize until i started making music
Come on take me back i was in the school gym
With a backpack on 17 dnd clueless
Said a lotta things i didn't mean i was stupid
Never made a change so instead i made excuses
Growing up i knew I'd never be a kid again
If i had the chance i would do it all again
If i did it over i would never lie again
If i did it over i would be a better friend
Evil even then
I was never innocent ****ing up was easy that's why i did it then
Took a look around found out why i did it then
Felt a lotta guilt, finally i'm getting rid of them
Fit in with the cool kids
Fit in with the cool kids
Trynna fitting with the cool kids
Trynna be a cool kid
Trynna be a cool kid
I was trynna be a cool kid
Fit in with the cool kids
Fit in with the cool kids
Trynna fit in with the cool kids
Trynna be a cool kids
Trynna be a cool kids
I was trying to be a cool kid
Different not the same but i guess i gotta face it
They look at me and treat me like i came here from a spaceship
They never understood me like i spoke a different language
I did not like the past i wish i could erase it
Trynna be myself and it was getting sad
I was so alone and there's no forgetting that
Hoping it was over didn't think it'd ever last
But i feel the same after time already past
It's already too late to change can't hidenow
I'm forced to revel the truth i feel tide down
Strange to the people that are living upside down
Over feeling shame so **** it i might climb out
They say they care about you but really don't care
They say they care about you but really don't care
Since i didn't get no love
I got used to the cold dear
If you get it then please do not let it go so scared
Fit in with the cool kids
Fit in with the cool kids
Trynna fit in with the cool kids
Trynna be a cool kids
Trynna be a cool kids
I was trying to be a cool kid
Fit in with the cool kids
Fit in with the cool kids
Trynna fit in with the cool kids
Trynna be a cool kids
Trynna be a cool kids
I was trying to be a cool kids