In a World of My Own...

Welcome to my mind, full of dark red clouds
Where it rains my blood and it paints the ground
Where I can't be touched, where the pain fades out
Where the world is mine, where it all goes down
I know that I'm sick in the head, there's something wrong wit' me
I know that I'm better off dead, I'm an anomaly
I know I'm alone in the end but I don't wanna be
Falling down again and again forever constantly
I created this space where nobody can entеr to block out the days I don't wanna remembеr
To make sure I never give in and surender
I have to survive through this gruesome adventure
Night after night, I record and I write all my truest emotions and that saved my life
I was desperate as ****, now I'm reaching new heights
It cost me everything, I paid the price
Since I started doing me, these no-names hate me
I'm just reminiscing on my flashbacks, pay me
I've been through it all, dark times can't phase me
I feel like the best in the game, you can't face me
There ain't no one better than me at making these sad songs
Scrolling through my catalog, I haven't made a bad song
They don't believe the hype, just wait until they catch on
All the stones stoning me became the ones I stand on
Let's take it back to those moments in time
Way back when I put it all on the line
I never I never ran from the grind
I kept on going when I should've died
Let's keep it real, put the bullshit aside
If you were me then you wouldn't survive
If you were me, you'd be burning alive
DempseyRollBoy, I look death in the eye
They tried to play me and ****ed on my plans
They blamed themselves now the world's in my hands
They just don't want me to be who I am
I'm putting off for the broken and damned
I'm spitting shit only we understand
Imagination is all that I have
That's the escape from the ghost of my past
My life was over before it began
Number 1 reject, no one ever wanted me
I was never seen but I never let it bother me
Now I'm someone they all wanna be, I'm a prodigy
Darkness is apart of me, my shadows always watching me
Live by the sword, die by the sword
That's the path that I chose, go to hell or go to war
The battle never ends till you're another corpse
Until you're nothing left, only damage and remorse
Welcome to my mind, full of dark red clouds
Where it rains my blood and paints the ground
Where I can't be touched, where the pain fades out
Where the world is mine, where it all goes down
I know that I'm sick in the head, there's something wrong wit' me
I know that I'm better off dead, I'm been an anomaly
I know I'm alone in the end but I don't wanna be
Falling down again and again forever constantly
Follow me, I'll show you shit that's unthinkable
Everything that you know to be true is fictional
I've seen the light but it's blinding and miserable
It's metaphysical, some would say biblical
Humans are cynical creatures by nature, yet they still chose to believe in a savior
You can't predict their erratic behaviour
Perilous thoughts their consumed by their anger
I'm just a vessel a messengers sent from a different dimension to change your perspective
To leave an impression and share a connection with shattered reflections that battle depression
I'm blowing up, this is my moment
This is the end, my final atonement
Internally damaged, broken components
I was forsaken, since then I've been roaming
I live in a world of my own
Safe haven, I called it my home
A place that nobody can go
No physical forms, only souls
I'm freed of my flesh and my bones
I'm spiraling out of control
I'm dying, I'm giving up hope
Remember the stories I wrote
I carried this weight
My regrets and mistakes got me out display for snakes in my way
Just a freak in casket whose whole life is fake
A creature of habit who found an escape
You cannot fathom the sick complications I faced every day, I was mentally drained
Now I'm a phantom, I left behind anthems
My music is timeless, remember my name