My Tears Ricochet

We gather here, we line up, weepin' in a sunlit room
我們聚在這日光室裡哭泣
And if I'm on fire, you'll be made of ashes, too
倘若我正熊熊燃燒你也終將與我化為灰燼
Even on my worst day, did I deserve, babe
親愛的即便這是我最糟糕的日子
All the hell you gave me
我又是否該承受這你強加給我的痛苦
'Cause I loved you, I swear I loved you
因為我發誓我會永遠深愛著你
'Til my dying day
直到生命的最後一刻
I didn't have it in myself to go with grace
我的內心並不想外表那般優雅
And you're the hero flying around, saving face
你則是守在我身旁的英雄
And if I'm dead to you, why are you at the wake
如果我為你犧牲你為何還要替我守夜
Cursing my name, wishing I stayed
嘴上詛咒著我又百般希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
你最好看看我那滾滾而下的淚珠
We gather stones, never knowing what they'll mean
我們聚如磐石不曾明白他們的意圖
Some to throw, some to make a diamond ring
有些被丟掉有些被我們做成鑽戒
You know I didn' t want to have to haunt you
你該明白除非迫不得已我並不想威脅你
But what a ghostly scene
可這一幕還是令我驚心動魄
You wear the same jewels that I gave you
你戴上了那和我送給你的那個同款的寶石
As you bury me
只為將我埋葬
I didn't have it in myself to go with grace
我的內心並不想外表那般優雅
'Cause when I'd fight, you used to tell me I was brave
因為你曾在我征戰之時敬佩我的勇氣
And if I'm dead to you, why are you at the wake
如果我為你犧牲你為何還要替我守夜
Cursing my name, wishing I stayed
嘴上詛咒著我又百般希望我留下
Look at how my tears ricochet
你最好看看我那洶湧而出的淚水
And I can go anywhere I want
我去哪完全隨我性
Anywhere I want, just not home
只要不是回家哪裡都無所謂
And you can aim for my heart, go for blood
你可以直擊我的心與奔流的血液
But you would still miss me in your bones
但你心裡是愛我的
And I still talk to you when I'm screaming at the sky
即便是無助的尖叫口中所喚也是你的名字
And when you can't sleep at night you hear my stolen lullabies
輾轉之夜你便聽起那我為你偷來的搖籃曲
I didn't have it in myself to go with grace
我的內心並不想外表那般優雅
And so the battleships will sink beneath the waves
戰艦終將於波濤中遠去
You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same
你鐵了心要除掉我但那樣只會讓我們同歸於盡
Cursing my name, wishing I stayed
嘴上詛咒著我又百般希望我留下
You turned into your worst fears
你的恐懼前所未有
And you're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain
你拋下了責備選擇獨自承受痛苦
Crossing out the good years
也因此錯過了最美的年華
And you're cursing my name, wishing I stayed
你拋下了責備選擇獨自承受痛苦
Look at how my tears ricochet
那你最好看著我的淚水洶湧而下