1 step forward, 3 steps back

Called you on the phone today
今天又給你打了個電話
Just to ask you how you are
只為與你寒暄片刻
All I did was speak normally
語氣裡聽不出什麼異常
Somehow I still stroke in there
但不管怎樣我仍難以振奮
You got me ****ed up in the head, boy
寶親愛的是你攪亂了我的思緒
Never doubted myself so much
我從未這般質疑過自己
I got my pretty and my fun boy
親愛的我容顏如玉幽默風趣
I hate that I give you power, oh, that gonna stop
我後悔自己給了你那點勇氣
'Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back
因為這一切已然舉步維艱
I' m the love of your life until I make you mad
我曾是你的摯愛如今卻幾乎把你逼瘋
It's always one step forward and three steps back
我們的愛已然舉步維艱
Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand
我不知道你對我究竟是愛是恨
No, I don't understand
我真的無從知曉
And maybe in some masochistic way
也許出於受虐的傾向
I kinda find it all exciting
我竟覺得這有些爽
Like which lover will I get today?
不知今天我會被誰所愛
Will you walk me to the door or send me home cryin'?
你會不會將泣不成聲的我送回家中
It's one step forward and three steps back
我想我們的愛已然舉步維艱
I'm the love of your life until I make you mad
我曾是你的摯愛如今卻幾乎把你逼瘋
It's always one step forward and three steps back
我們的愛已然舉步維艱
Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand
我不知道你對我究竟是愛是恨
No, it's back and forth, did I do somethin' wrong?
哦不一切為何這般艱難我到底哪裡做錯了
It's back and forth, goin' over everything I said
回憶起說過的話也時而溫暖動情時而冷酷扎心
It's back and forth, did I do somethin' wrong?
一切為何這般艱難我到底哪裡做錯了
It's back and forth, maybe , this is all your fault
我們的舉步維艱正應歸咎於你吧
Instead it's one step forward and three steps back
我們的愛已然舉步維艱
And I'd leave you, but the roller coaster's all I've ever had
我們已經分手可這份愛留給我的不過是那過山車般的痛苦
Yeah, it's one step forward and three steps back
我們的愛已然舉步維艱
Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy, I don't understand
我不知道你對我究竟是愛是恨
No, I don't understand
我真的無從知曉