Mantra
"Please stop trying to impress people who don't care about you"
请不要再试图打动那些不在乎你的人
I repeat as a mantra
我像念咒一样地重复着
I've known this wicked waltzer all too long
我已经和这恶习周旋了许久
It's the cycle I'm stuck on
在恶性循环中无法脱身
And I'm trying to be better, but I fall at every hurdle
我一直试图变好,却在每一个障碍前跌倒
Please stop trying to find comfort in these sociopaths
请不要再从反社会分子那里寻求安慰
Their beauty is exclusively on the surface
他们的吸引力仅限于表面
As they pull you side to side
他们会任意摆布你
With all their drugs and who's who stories
用毒品和虚妄的传说
And fill that empty space from being a child
填补你童年的空缺
Or something like that
或那一类的东西
Straddle these rusted wheels and pedal through the gridlock
踏上生锈的车子 骑过拥堵的街市
On this dry summer evening
在这干涸的夏夜
Turn my phone off, I'm not receiving anything or anyone
关掉我的手机 我不再接收任何人的任何消息了
Just the sound of the empty caverns in my skull
只有充斥我脑海的空寂
Self-loathing will be culled
自我厌恶将会终结
If I rise above this lull
如果我能在这沉默中爆发